Hi everyone, I could really use some advice.  I am currently married in a highly emotionally abusive situation.  My husband is a narcissist, and I am not in a financial position to leave him right now.  None of my family or friends are able to help me and I'm tired of feeling bad all the time.  I keep trying to raise my vibration and be positive, but whenever I do, he finds a way to tear me back down to zero.  Is there something I can do to make this situation better right now?  Can anyone give me ideas for a specific visualization to help?  He is really wearing me down and I am beginning to become extremely depressed and losing my desire for anything in life.  I work full time and I am taking evening classes, so I am working hard to free myself but it does not seem like anything is going to happen for a few years until I get my degree and find a better paying job.  I have been selling everything I own to get more money and try to pay down some debt, which I am working on digging myself out of.  My car has 240k miles on it and I'm scared to death that if it breaks down I will really be trapped because I have no extra money to buy one or even make payments.  My credit score dropped when I closed my accounts and my debt to income ratio was too high.  I feel trapped and miserable and I try so hard to visualize and stay positive but he is so oppressive.  I have to hide my LOA stuff from him because he laughs at it and thinks I'm crazy to believe.  Everything I do is the wrong thing, he literally follows me around the house telling me the stuff I do wrong.  I'm clumsy, I spill things, I drop things, I'm damaging the house by dropping utensils on the hardwood floor (by accident when I'm washing dishes).  It's just a constant barrage of negativity from him.  And I feel lonely because we don't have a real relationship.  We don't touch, we don't spend time doing things together.  I cringe whenever he comes home because I know I will either be ignored and t

I have been trying to manifest a certain person for awhile now.  The good news is that he loves me, the bad news is that he was and is still in another relationship.  I have been trying to stay patient and happy, but I don't know how long I need to wait.  It has been almost a year now.  He will come to me, tell me he is in love with me, etc, but still has not left the other person.  I told him I will never been a side chick, so if he wants to be with me he needs to do it the right way.  How can I know that he is "on the way" and how long do I wait?  I know some manifestations take more time than others and I understand that.  I am trying to avoid thinking about the "how"s but it's a struggle.  Anyone have suggestions?  

About a month ago, I saw that my favorite band would be playing locally, but I procrastinated about buying tickets and by the time I looked, there was almost nothing left, only bad seats.  I decided I would manifest free tickets.  I looked online to see if there were any contests going on that I could enter for tickets.  Sure enough, I found one.  I had to finish song lyrics for five songs in order to enter, which was no problem for me since I knew all of them by heart.  I set my intention to win the tickets and then I let go by deciding it didn't matter if I won them or not, if I didn't win them maybe I would just buy the lousy seats and go anyway or maybe I would just wait for them to come to a different venue.  Then this past weekend I asked my friend if he was busy this coming weekend, because I entered to win concert tickets and wanted to know if he would go with me if I won.  He said yes but seemed skeptical, but I knew I would have them.  I took notice that they were supposed to announce the ticket winners on Monday the 23rd.  Then I just got busy and forgot about it.  Today I was checking my emails and saw that I got a notice that I had won two tickets!  They sent the notice a day late, but I was ready to receive them.  I called to confirm and they told me the seats are in a really good section of the orchestra, right in front of my favorite musician in the band! I'm so excited!  

I am relatively new to the concept of self love and I really struggle with it.  It recently occurred to me that part of learning to love myself is to forgive myself for the things I have done in the past that I do not approve of.  I have made mistakes, bad choices, been deliberately mean at times and I discovered that I have a hard time loving myself because of these things.   I cannot undo the past, so I guess all I can do is forgive myself for my past transgressions and move toward being a person I can approve of.  Thank you to everyone on this board for all the ideas and inspiration.  This is such a tough topic to grasp.

This is amazing!  I had never heard about using subliminals before with LOA until I read what you have been posting here, so I tried it.  Seriously, within 2-3 hours, my ex posted a song on his Facebook page, and two pictures that were directed at me.  One was a picture of the restaurant he took me to on my 50th birthday that was very special to us.  The other picture was of a knight and his lady, which my ex always used to say reminded him of us.  He said he used to have a dream that in another life I was a queen and he was my knight.  The song he posted was "One More Day" by Diamond Rio.  I did not reply or post anything back, because I don't consider those posts actual contact with me, since he posted them on his page and said nothing to me.  That was on Monday last week.  Yesterday I was backing out of my driveway and out of the corner of my eye, I saw a silver car whip into my next door neighbor's driveway, then back out really fast, turn around and tear back down the street.  At first I couldn't believe my eyes, I thought it was his car but I couldn't be sure.  There are a million silver cars just like his. At first I was going to just ignore it, but something told me to go after that car and look, so I did.  He was going really fast and I had to speed up to get close enough to see his plate.  He has special plates on his car, so eventually I caught up enough to see the plate and it was definitely him.  After I knew for sure it was him, I slowed down and let him get away.  He lives several towns away from me and with another person.  He has absolutely no other reason to be on my street, I live in a rural area.  He was definitely driving by my house and I caught him when I was backing out.  I still have not heard anything from him, but I feel kind of happy that at least I know he must be thinking about me as much as I am about him, though I would never ever drive by his house.  Some people might think it was creepy that he did that, but I kno