hey guys! my name is israel and i'm going to share my success story with you guys! (while listening to Love Me by Yiruma)

WARNING!!! PLEASE READ!!!
MY STORY CAN BE KIND OF LONG. IF YOU ARE WILLING TO READ AND LEARN.
This story also contains somewhat explicit info so watch out for that! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.

My story begins with this brief telling of my relationship being a LDR. I live in Texas and my love lives in Maryland, and even though in the past we never thought we'd meet in person, we eventually did. what wasn't real became possible, VERY possible. however our relationship had called due to my wrong behavior and wrong choices. i promise when i say that i don't know what had gotten into me, i became abusivo, dishonest and cheated on him! i was jealous, hypocritical, controlling and unjust with him. there were times in which i recognized my wrongs and would try to fix them, and of course, in order to fix a problem, you first must realize there is one. this doesn't mean i was a douche DAILY with him, there were moments in which my frustration would get the best of me. scary bf right? who'd want to be with me? nobody..

i moved to maryland for a few months and that's when stuff got really crappy, but at the same time beautiful... idk... but i had become something else that daniel didn't even recognize me anymore. for the last 2 months in maryland, i began to be so much understanding, accepting, loving, kind, much more gentle, changing and maturing. then i left.. daniel and i had planned to move in, however we weren't ready... i didn't have a job, so i again started behaving childish and mean with him. March 28, 2016 he left. i realized i had to change for real, behave and be mature, but not for him, but me.. so i started to go out to run and visualize, i learned of the LoA and watched Veronica's vids but never really contacted her. i also two free sessions with an LoA lady over the phone who taught me about my higher self and how to communicate with him. it help

me and my love are also long distance lovers.. it's hard.. especially that i hurt him so much......

hey guys!

yes, you heard it, my ex came back and we're friends right now, but no relationship or commitment. he doesn't want to be in a relationship with me had he seems like he is VERY decided on that. he's still hurt with the past..

for the past months, he's done almost everything to try to get over me... he even hooked up with other guys, and was in a relationship with someone else for almost a month and ended up breaking up with the other guy last week.. my ex messaged me a song he was singing to me saying he loves me, and how he's still hurt. i have to admit, i've been a little on his back trying to convince him to give me another chance, but it only makes things seem to hurt more.... but now i understand that i should let go and let the universe work on it and heal..

but i have not come this far to give up!!

sounds like you're forcing everything to be as you will it. let me tell you something I've learned.

LET GO. yes, I said it, but it's not what you may think what it means. let go of the fear, let go of the doubt, and let go of time. if you keep holding on to this like crazy, you'll be choking up the energy and stop it from manifesting. things manifest when you are no longer needy of them, when you are in peace. your ego says, "when everything falls into place, then I'll have peace." But your soul says, "now I'll have peace, and everything will fall into place."

you also have to say this to the universe.....
"this or something even better."

yup, get mad at me, but the universe can see around corners, you cannot! the universe may have something better for you! 10%-15% of people who desire to manifest a relationship with their ex end up in a relationship with someone even better! but most people attract the love of their life. it's "this or something better". I don't care how much you want this person, when you say those words, you're letting go! you're trusting the universe! and if you try to force your will, if you try to strong arm the universe, you will get NOTHING.

let go and let it flow.. stop trying to do the work for yourself honey, just relax! if it's hard for you, I encourage you to download this app called "Headspace", 10 days free of meditation, it helps you let go of all the negative thoughts. meditation isn't about clearing your mind, it's about not reacting to them, and let them be, because thoughts have no power if you don't step in and give them emotion!

there ya go love you and sending you love and light!! <3

OMG CONGRATULATIONS!!!! 💝💝💝💝💝

you're a light of hope to all of us that are willing to keep attracting our loves back into our lives! your testimony is amazing! I congratulate you and send you love and light all the way to where you are!!

read the book "Five Love Languages" by Gary Chapman! it talks about how to make a relationship a lot stronger