Cynthia wrote:

PrettyFlamingo wrote:

Personally I don't believe in seeing numbers meaning anything. I see 11:11 and simply think it's 11 minutes past 11. I think they can be a distraction.

Anyone care to contradict me with evidence(not anecdotal)?

 
I agree with you. Seeing numbers in and of itself means nothing, and I get tired of seeing people get all excited about it. These are usually the same people who are constantly looking for 'signs', however tiny, of their desire starting to manifest.

Hi Cynthia. I do believe that you can manifest numbers in your life. I've seen this myself and other people around me (that don't believe in LOA) have seen it too and say that it is strange. For instance, I focussed a lot on the number 41 because someone on the forum said that he saw that number a lot. When I saw that number on the clock, I took a printscreen of it and then sent it to him. 

Now a few weeks later, the number is showing up the whole time. Each time I want to travel and I put the destination time in my GSP, the destination minutes are 41. I don't know the distance and just decide to jump in my car and go... and everytime the destination minutes are 41. I even take pictures of it and my friend says it is very strange. I also see it on the clock... When I wake up by myself, when I look at the clock after not looking at the clock for hours. When I go away from my computer and return... The number of mails in my mailbox, the number of mails in the mailbox of other people that I have to help at work, the temperature of the water in my house, when I pauze a movie the number of seconds that are remaining. I went to visit a concentration camp in belgium and 41 was all over the place. These are all "coincedences". I never want to see the number but it shows up by itself. Now, when I WANT to see the number and focus on it, I don't see it. But everytime I let it go and don't think about it, it shows up and it's really giving me shivers haha . 

Maybe

Ok, I have a success story from many, many years ago, before I knew about the LOA.
I was 19 years old, and still in love with my ex boyfriend who left me 2 years ago. We had no contact for 2 years and I hadn't seen or heard from him. I told a friend that I wanted this guy back, I just couldn't forget about him. That friend said that he knew someone that would make him call me... friday! I believed totally in that friend, so I did not question the fact if he would call or not. I just knew it, friday he is gonna call! I felt really calm and expectant for 6 days. Then it was friday and I knew he would call, I was waiting patiently. I remember being in a very peaceful state, having no worries or fears, being very calm. I focussed on other things and didn't think about the call all of the time. I was really relaxed. It was the first time in years that I felt this way. Now I know that this is called "the zero state". It is a state of total peace where you don't feel negative AND positive emotions. I couldn't describe this feeling that I had, until I read about it in a book last week. I instantly remembered the feeling! So I was watching a movie, and it was 23:50 and he hadn't called. But I stayed very calm and faithful, I just knew in my heart and soul that he would call. So I went to sleep... I just fell asleep as my phone began to ring. I'll never forget the moment I saw his name appearing on the screen. He was calling me, after years of no contact. So I answered the phone and asked him if my friend asked him to call me. He didn't know about that! Afterwards my friend told me that he didn't do anything at all. That it was only a joke. My SP told me that his parents were going to divorce, sold their house, and then got back together. They had to buy a house together again and they bought a house in my street. So my SP was going to move and thought about me. And then decided to call me to ask to date again. After the call, we had a relationship back together for years. I

Thank you for this lovely post Selfloveiskey! <3

barbidoll wrote:

How are you feeling ?   It sounds like detachment   just let go of the anger     Anger is a stage of grief and mourning   and absolutely normal     It sounds like you might have reached the acceptance stage   which is the last stage      Don't feel bad if you start to feel   the sadness   or longing   emotions get blurred   and something might trigger  a wave of feelings     I am happy for you  though  it sounds like  you are getting your feet under you       Yes dear   you deserve to be completely and totally happy   with someone who appreciates and treats you well and with respect           let me know how you feel today 

and also let me know if   something  interesting happens 

 

Hi barbidoll. I feel confused about my emotions. I feel a lot of resistance to think positive about him and see the good in him. Right now I think he doesn't deserve me and doesn't deserve the pain he caused me. It is the first time I feel this way. I am really angry about him. I know this is not a good feeling and low vibration. But it feels a lot better than the pain and fear I have got the last two months. Upon recommendation of a friend here on the forum, I have to get my feelings switch from anger into positive feelings about him. And this, I find really difficult, because when I try to focus on the positive feelings, I need to look back on him without the feelings of lack and desperation and needing him. So I think time will heal all wounds. My purpose is to feel good about him without the bad feelings (anger, lack, desperatioin,...) . But I think this will take a little more time before I get in this stage. Right now I am in the stage of anger lol. 

You know that I did a love spell on him, yes? I casted three more spells on him. The woman that casted the spells is 100% sure that he will come back. But she asks me to stay positive and i

I had a relationship with someone, we broke up 2 months ago  because he wasn't ready for a relationship. And now he is 3 weeks together with another woman. While I was doing LAO! I contacted him after seeing him with her and really started to beg and cry. He said he loved me before, wasn't ready for the relationship, needed some time to think, and then he met this other girl and this is the love of his life... I cried and cried, was really depressed. Thought the LAO didn't work, or that I wasn't using it the right way. I was really obsessed with him. I thought about him every second of the day, I daydreamed about him. I had so much fair and doubt because I was afraid that he wasn't coming back in the future and my life would be totally over. I really felt this was the man of my life and nobody else could make me happy and I would never meet someone like him.

Yesterday something weird happend to me. I thought about our phonecall and the things he had said. That he doesn't miss me at all, that I have to move on, that he is happy and wishes the same for me.... And for the first time I became mad at him. After being really mad at him and thinking I deserve so much better than this, I got him off the pedestal and got myself on it. This man is not going to ruin my life because I love him and he just doesn't value me! I know it was all because I NEEDED him in my life, it was out of desperation and lack.

Yesterday, this feeling finally dissapeared. I don't need a man who doesn't need me! If I ever, ever, give him another chance it would be because I WANT him back and not because I NEED him back!! And I think this is the state I have to be in before I can magnifest him back. I feel so stronger now because I'm not emotionally attached to him anymore.

Is this letting go of the outcome? Because it really feels like "letting go". I let him go! Sometimes I  doubt if I really still want him after the hurt he putted me throu