Haha, yes you're right, and I have had some good advice about overcoming doubt before which I will revisit, it's just that this time it somehow felt different, hence why I felt the need to ask about it...it was hard to explain. But maybe it is exactly the same thing and I'm over-complicating it. It just felt like an alter-ego xD normally I would just persist in staying mindful and not letting it get ahold. It stopped anyway but I don't know what I did. I probably sound like I'm talking gibberish xD

Is this a good analogy?

Imagine someone drinks a small amount of alcohol every day...they feel a bit tipsy then it wears off. Then, they start to drink a couple of times a day and sometimes they get drunk. Sometimes, they go to bed drunk, but they wake up fine in the morning, back to their normal consciousness. Then, they start to drink even more, so that when they fall asleep drunk, the next morning they are still drunk. Then before they know it, they are permanently drunk and are only experiencing being drunk. They are seeing life through the eyes of being drunk, instead of their former sober state.

Is this how living in the end result works? If you keep at it, is it just going to get to the point where these moments all blend together and you are just there, you don't question it, you believe that the person is in a relationship with you in a way that, to others that don't know about manifestation, would seem like a complete delusion?

I suppose I'm thinking ahead about knowing when to stop, knowing when I'm at the point of knowing, and when I'm fully in the new state. I don't exactly want to be monitoring it because then I'd be looking at the current reality.

Being in the wish fulfilled, for this desire...is it believing that it is done and is going to happen the right way, and having the state of being of what it would be like if it was here now, or should we believe that it *is* happening now even though we have to wait for it to happen at the time that it will happen?

Another thing Neville says in Awakened Imagination that's a good way to think of it...he describes how a woman had an argument with her boss, and she said she had been mentally arguing with him all day and then that happened. So he said to her, people will say what you whisper to them in secret (ie. in your imagination). So think of that, if you worry about the communication between her and yourself, and feel it as you would like it to be instead.

As I mentioned before, the times that communication has been better, it's been the day after I've had an intense visualisation/feeling the end result session (not that it has to wait until the next day, he just goes to bed early). That's not the end result (because the end result is actually being with him), but at least I can see the correlation which is good for the rational mind when it sees the effects.

Selfloveiskey wrote:

My point is once you do the inner work just let it go you don’t know how things show up or when.

Agreed, just make sure you actually *do* the inner work, and the inner work is living in the end result, and getting there through visualisation or whatever technique can make you believe more in your imagination as truth, than in any other circumstance. Self-love will become part of that, because you are changing your state, and as someone told me recently, your desired state within yourself (ie. self-love), is going to be part of the end result anyway, so just focus on the end result, in which, you are in the state that you want to be in, and are in a relationship with the person, married to the person, whatever you want.
 

I took it to mean, she could have asked her boyfriend if it was okay to reply. Either way, it doesn't matter. The circumstances don't matter, what matters is what's going on in you.

I recommended reading Neville, starting here: http://www.thelawandthepromise.com/