Whilst trying to attract back my ex, at times I feel like giving up and letting go of my hope and optimism about reconnecting with my ex. I have been feeling this way, on and off, for a while now and often question why do I keep trying and why do I have hope.

Currently, I feel discouraged, and this could stem from my self doubt (which I am trying to remove). My question is, do these feelings of "I can't do this," affect my manifestations?

Amazing story! I really look up to your ability to just believe whole heartedly and am currently aiming to be like you! I guess only then will I truly be able to attract what I want in life thanks for the inspiration

I guess it's happened a few times when I didn't initiate with him. The other times, I've always had to initiate to keep things flowing. Often he's apologised for replying in such a rude manner, and I expected an apology after today's reply. However, this is not the case. I don't trust him to message me first but perhaps that's because I don't trust myself and the universe enough to give me what I truly want.

what you said is right @veggiepizzaforever I'm really overreacting and I guess I can look at anytime soon as a positive sign. I truly do think he's the one for me, he sounds like he's changed and I'm willing to wait as long as it takes. I truly believe he is my soul mate.

did I manifest all of this though? I thought these were sure signs that he was on his way back on a path towards me. But now it seems like he's not anymore. I know people can say differently to what they mean but I'm so lost. I feel so hopeless.