what you said is right @veggiepizzaforever I'm really overreacting and I guess I can look at anytime soon as a positive sign. I truly do think he's the one for me, he sounds like he's changed and I'm willing to wait as long as it takes. I truly believe he is my soul mate.

This forum is so positive and gives me so much hope! I love it!

If he hasn't replied to my messages in such an upbeat way, is it worth it to message him again in a couple of days and really focus on shifting my perspective to change my vibrations so that he may respond in a more positive light?

I guess it's happened a few times when I didn't initiate with him. The other times, I've always had to initiate to keep things flowing. Often he's apologised for replying in such a rude manner, and I expected an apology after today's reply. However, this is not the case. I don't trust him to message me first but perhaps that's because I don't trust myself and the universe enough to give me what I truly want.