Aww, so sorry to hear about your fiance and friend. That's incredibly sad. I agree though... Amazing signs that they are okay!! I'm happy you got those signs.

As far as your SP, do you ever get worried you're placing too much confidence in the signs? I'm worried that I'm hindering myself from moving on if there's someone better suited for me... 

Hi friends! It's been a while but some of you may remember me... I manifested my love back for a few months. He was sending me flowers and notes BUT we hadn't defined what we were. I got insecure and said I needed an answer and then told him I needed to delete him off my social media. He was okay with it and wished me luck. It's been months since then and I really really tried to move on. I'm dating someone new, but I can't shake this feeling that he's the one.

Anyway, I've gotten some really WEIRD signs and I want your opinions. The night before we starting talking again, I prayed and prayed. While I was reading a random article, I closed my eyes and I asked for guidance that I'd be on the right path. I opened my eyes and scrolled down. The next line I read said "I have found your perfect man in Tennessee" Which is where he lives! Mind you, this article was not about love or loa or anything related. So the next night, he reached out and we talked for three hours, which was the beginning of us getting back together. 

I kind of disregarded this "sign" since our last break up. But the other night, I just kept feeling this new guy wasn't the one. So I prayed again for the first time in a long time. The next day, I had forgotten about asking for a sign completely. I was watching a series of classes for my business when all of a sudden the woman said our names together. I have never met anyone with his name and I've only met three other people in my life with my name. We both have VERY uncommon names. My jaw dropped. What are the odds??? 

I had given up on us because it just wasn't happening. And to be honest, I am okay with us being apart. I love him so much that I just want what's best for him even if it's not me. But now I'm confused and can't figure out whether it was a sign or just a fluke coincidence. Has anyone else gotten strange signs? Did they end up being true?

A few days ago, my love asked if he could call to catch up. I agreed and he called right on time. We ended up talking for two hours!! The dynamic was so different from when we last talked. We were laughing, teasing, and reminiscing. We didn't talked about anything serious, which I think is a good thing. However, he said he wanted to take me to dinner at one of our favorite restaurants and take me kayaking when he moves. Yay!! He's moving closer to me at the end of May. (we were long distance) He also said he had been checking out my Instagram and Youtube pages! Things weren't awkward until the very end and I told him to have a good night. He got quiet and then stumbled on his words a bit and said if I want to talk, just hit him up. But now, I am kind of panicking because I'm excited but that's also 3.5 months away! I love that he wants to talk and hang out when he gets down here but I also don't know what he means by it all. I don't want to be the one to bring up where we stand this summer and I'd rather not be "friends". Do I agree to hang out with him and talk to him occasionally in the meantime??? Has anyone else been in this situation? Thanks guys! 

Yes. I have been meditating and saying affirmations daily for 3 weeks now. I feel confident and deserving of a relationship with my person. It helps you let go of the outcome because you no longer NEED to receive their love, as you've given it to yourself. You have to get to a point where you are ok with whatever happens, and that is when you will receive. (either your person or someone even better!)  

My journal entry from last night...

Everything is working out wonderfully! I got a buying job in Atlanta! The people I work with are so welcoming and supportive. My boss is an amazing mentor and is teaching me so much. I make so much more than I thought I would and I'm expected to get a raise in 6 months! I found my dream apartment close to work. It has hardwoods, huge floor to ceiling windows, lots of natural light, granite counter tops, and stainless steel appliances. It has amazing views of downtown and lots of space. My favorite part is the gym. I go there every morning and have never been more fit! I've met so many people at work and where I live; I have an amazing friend group. We go to concerts, festivals, and wine bars all the time. Wow I love living here! My online business is taking off so fast as well! Everyone loves it and I'm constantly restocking items. I feel proud of myself and at peace. I'm so grateful I easily attract friendships, money, success, and love! I'm so grateful a job and beautiful apartment fell into my lap. This is the happiest I've ever been