Day 2
Had a bad day at work because my anxiety was really bad. But after work was lovely, so I will give my gratitude here.

I am grateful for the rain because it waters all the beautiful plants.

I am grateful for my mandala coloring book because it eases my mind.

I am grateful for my veggie burger lunch because I was craving it.

I am grateful for me because I am a wonderful free spirit.

Also, can someone who overcame anxiety on here tell me what they did? I have been being positive and for the most part I was anxiety free till the end of the day, it started coming back. It normally happens when I sit still and sit upright. I know it has nothing to do with doubts, but the emotion did come from always being negative. I don't even have to be thinking negative for it to come, it comes whenever now.

It was such a thrilling and exciting day today!!! My darling and I went to the arcade in Chinatown. We haven't been there in awhile, so I was happy that he brought me over there. We both started with putting the coins in the coin slot, so that we can win more coins. It is actually one of his favorite games to play at the arcade. Afterward, since he considers me his lucky charm, he had me play this game where you shoot a ball into the jackpot, which I always win. We also played gun games, car games and dancing games together. We gave each other hugs and kisses here and there and just had a great time with one another. He got me a stuffed animal, saying it's for his princess. I love it when we go out and just have fun with each other. I was just so happy today and we even went to the candy store and got some candy. Today was definitely a day full of bliss and joy!!! <333

Aside from manifesting my love back, I want to manifest an old dear friend back. Problems happened between us in the past because at one point she was dating my darling and people were telling her I wanted to take him from her. So she never trusted me. Now she is dating someone new who she is happy with. He told her to not talk with me to avoid problems. Honestly, I would love for us to be friends again. I did actually care about her and we had so much in common as well. I hold nothing against her love, as he treats her right and loves her unconditionally. I just would like to know how manifest our friendship again. I would have dreams of her double dating with my darling and I and going on vacation together in the summer. So how do I manifest her back?

I loved this especially since I was thinking how in physical reality my darling and I are not together. But spiritually we are still together, we are still connected, our energies are connected, that's why I must release the resistance and truly have our energies flow as one.