I think a lot of us feel this way, but what if you turned those words right around and wrote the exact opposite of what you have written here? Like:

I know without a shadow of a doubt that my darling will contact me.
I know that I am my darling's  one true love. He only has eyes for me.
I know deep down inside that I am manifesting the life I want easily and effortlessly
I'm always very relaxed and I naturally go with the flow.
Once I have sent an intention to the universe, I easily let it go: I'm not holding on to it in any way.
I truly love myself. I know I'm not perfect but I really enjoy those imperfections!
I am a free spirit and I love the amazing life that is unfolding for me!

Just write whatever you want to write but make it all a positive and really feel it to be true.
Hope this helps! :-)

 

It's strange because one moment I will believe my manifestation more than anything and have faith, then my anxiety kicks in and even if I am positive it still is there. So it really overwhelms me and I just want the feeling to stop more than anything.

Okay okay, I remember someone on this forum told me that focusing on the anxiety brings more anxiety. My anxiety is on and off and I am noticing that I can be happy and have anxiety at the same time. But that is because I am used to being negative. So this time, I took the advice of not feeding the anxiety and just thought happy thoughts. Little by little my anxiety began to fade and it made me very happy. So from now on when my anxiety arises I will feed my anxiety warm embraces and love. To show I acknowledge her and that I care about her. She's only like that because she is trying to protect me after all.

This morning I had a stronger sense of visualizing us being happy. The thoughts are so beautiful and it makes me excited for when I can finally experience it.