Congratulations and keep it up! I know you can and don't be discouraged! :D
&& Happy delayed Birthday!

I did it twice in high school before with 2 different guys without knowing.
I set an intention and worked on myself.
They both came back to me on separate occasion but I realised the relationships weren't healthy. Probably cause we kept basing it on our previous relationship, and I ended up doubting and fearing.
Both took me around 6months each but back then I had all the time in the world, and I enjoyed the process of being chased by them twice. 

I've currently set my intention for my SP. I know he's coming back cause let's face it. No one will love him like I do and we are a perfect match. To be honest I just think the timing wasn't good and the Universe is giving us a 2nd chance as soon as the timing is perfect so we can have our well deserved long term relationship. I just need to keep my vibrations up and in the mean time work on myself, meditate, script and visualise.

YAYYYY CONGRATULATIONS! I'm so happy for you! <3

That's so great to hear! Enjoy enjoy enjoy and congratulations!!!!

That's great news you're understanding your old patterns and you're trying to shift out of the old habits!
You showing great strength has helped me understand my own thought patterns too! I have to start shifting like you too!!