I started with Law of Attraction about two weeks ago...give or take a couple of days of so.
I started with the purpose of manifesting my ex back...also to make the most out of my life! I feel that I deserve everything that life has to offer!! haha I am not ashamed to admit that.
My ex and I had a great time, we were great in bed and we clicked...until I felt that his interest was starting to wain... then I became paranoid, confronted him and pushed him away even further and now we have gotten to the point whereby we don't speak anymore.
I am however, in the process of changing that and I know I will. So watch this space!

I was just letting you guys know as to why I am here but this is not what I want to speak to you about today.

I wanted to speak to you all about keeping the faith with regards to meditation and visualization.
This is a LONG story but I will keep it short.

When I was 19 I was diagnosed with cancer. The irony is that I was just about to start at one of the best art colleges in London. The Central St Martins School of Arts. I obviously couldn't go due to the fact that I needed chemo and all that crap haha.

Whilst I was in hospital I was given the option to have my eggs frozen as I was young and might want to have kids some day, I didn't take it as the wait to have the procedure done was long and I needed to be treated straight away.
I was so worried. I didn't want to have children straight away but I felt that the choice to have kids later on was cruelly taken away from me.
As soon as I spoke to my mother about this the first thing she said to me was that I needed to start to meditate and visualize that I am protecting my ovaries and other organs.
I thought it was all a load of horse crap but I did it anyway because I thought...meditation is calming...what would be the harm in doing that?
SO fast forward...two and a half years of grueling chemotherapy, radiotherapy and stem cell transplant. I get the all clear and I am ecstatic!!!! But by then my periods have stopped and I have gone through early the menopause due to the chemo.
I one day sit and think...wow I cant have kids and I am saddened by this but I regrettably had to do what I had to do and then fast forward another 6 years...I meet a dude... we fall in love and then 9 months later I AM PREGNANT!!!...and this was a massive surprise!!! When I found out I could not believe it. So here I am now...a mum to a BEAUTIFUL 6 year old!

This is the short version of a very very very long story. I just wanted to give you all hope that your meditations and visualizations DO work!!! just have faith lovely people!! here is my little piece of proof! https://www.facebook.com/roxanepin