Cynthia wrote:

zionthecomedian wrote:

authenticself wrote:

Try applying for different medical places then, I am currently trying to get this job that I got interviewed for to work with disabled people.

Well I've put out some applications and I managed to land a placement at the hospital to shadow work an occupational therapist. Not sure how long they are willing to let me do it atm so I took it as to finally quit my current job and to take on this placement then see where it leads me after. 
My current job has been destroying my well being, I get no breaks (even if I've worked 10-12hours straight), no holiday pay, no sick day, all cash in hand! Not even allowed to know how much I get per hour before tax, would you believe!?
So I'm just gonna let the universe take charge for a bit, I have been getting opportunities but nothing has really grabbed me at the moment and I am still doing my research. So really hoping Nov-Jan I get a new opportunity somewhere to learn something new!

How can that even be legal?  I don't think it is.  It sounds like slave labour to me.
Don't you have anything that you're passionate about? What would you do if you could do anything at all and there weren't any limitations from your own thinking or thoughts that somebody else has put into your head?  Isn't there anything like that? You really need to decide what it is you want to do and not leave it up to the universe or anybody else but you to decide.  My ex-husband is excellent at history and really wanted to be a historian, but he said he couldn't do that because he can't write. That is so untrue. That's what he thinks. He can write very well, so he missed out on doing what he really wanted to do because of limitations he put on himself in his own mind that weren't even really there otherwise. He retired early, but his only goal in life was to retire early because he didn't like the job he fell into. He was never happy. Don't let that happen to you.

I don't know

At the moment I'm trying to gain experience at a hospital but they haven't replied yet.. I tried chasing them up for an email but nothing atm.
And tbh I'm not sure.. it's just with education  and career I give up easy, my school grades weren't too good and I haven't got the right subjects or grades to switch careers.
At the moment I'm in the food industry and have been for 4 years doing sales. I tried uni 3 times but I wasn't emotionally stable enough... So now I'm lost.
I did a careers skills checks and talked to a careers advisor and we agreed I suit the medical field so I don't know now.

Just relax, remember how I said- one day every guy that was talking to me suddenly stopped all together and then something else entirely manifested.
Basically all things happen for a reason so just enjoy the process I guess.
I'm actually going through a slightly shitty time myself but I'm just gonna cry it all out, get this **** out of my system then just carry on and just think the universe is trying to help me manifest and I'm just trying to get all these conscious thoughts and feelings outta the way haha :') so don't worry I know how you're feeling 

I managed to manifest mine a few months ago. Not gonna lie, I do get insecure now and then but overall we are pretty happy together. I make and effort and he makes more of an effort now too. We compromise, we listen. Our relationship is a million times better than when we first started. The only things I fall back is when I start to expect more (selfish)  & put him on the pedestal instead of myself- when I should be grateful for all the little things he does for me instead of comparing it to other people and their relationships. 
Today I spoke to him about my insecurities for the first time and he listened and really tried to make me feel better. He's still young and a kid at heart but I'm sure with time we'll work out our personalities and dating style. 

It's best when manifesting to manifest a new relationship with your specific person. Don't just aim for them to come back, aim for a new and improved relationship. For me I had to forgive and let go of our old relationship. I think it took me on and off half a year but once I let it go and was ready to move on, the universe brought him right back. He's completely changed after I was honest about my feelings for the first time. I didn't play any mind games anymore- I just laid out my thoughts and feelings in a non needy and non bitter fashion. We had a mature convo and since then have been together.