ahh lol sorry i feel great i always keep myself happy, the only struggle i have is to try to stop fighting with my sons mother, thats all no i do not want to get back with her, just want a good relationship for our son

I wanted to know completely and full the way to Think from the end when it comes to relationships, money cars are not an issue but relationships i just need a little advice.
=12.48pxthanks everyone, i am just having issues trying to visualize the end help would be nice 

Well for me it was hard work and determination, i started to appreciate my life the things i have in life and i started to love me, every morning i look into the mirror and tell myself i love you no matter what,
and i spent times doing what i love to do, dancing music gym helping others in need,

so find what you love... 

That's amazing, congrats keep up the good work, I'm here If you need me,

So I'm new to this forum,
Little history about myself,
I was the needy clingy negative type, with the extra spice of creating my own worst enemy,I refused to love myself,
I was able to have relationships with woman who are my type and I'm very very picky, to the point all my exs where fitness models, and I was a fat guy to at times. Now fast forward to 2016

I was engaged she left me I took my friends gun when he was not home and pulled the trigger, after that moment when I should of know the difference between a loaded gun to non loaded.

So by the grace of God I had a clarity moment and let me tell you it was an eye opener, I had this feeling and then a shift in my spiritual growth,

I had realized it was not my ex's that was the issue but my way of thinking and
My spiritual guide showed me all of this.
So from that day I did what ever I could to truly love myself and what a feeling wow, and throw in some gratitude and now I have you have an inspiring recipe for
pure growth,now since two months of shifting my thoughts everything is so peachy, I'm not rich money wise, but I'm very rich self love and graduate wise
And that's worth all the money in the world, and you asked how I did this?

Well I would close my eyes and picture myself sitting in the forest meditating
And animals nature just coming towards me touching giving kisses and me saying thank you so much for all there love.

And wow what a feeling, or I'll day dream I'm a kid again swinging on a swing with no care with the warm Sun shining on me.

And now I love being alone to have my me time before I hated it I felt so lonely
I felt no body loved me they only wanted sex from me.

Now I love my me time omg I love it.

And when you come in tune with your self you soon realise that you really do not put up with allot of crap when it comes to relationships, if they can not contribute on a natural and balanced level,I end it, and these woman are freaking hot my friends say I'm crazy
But for me it's they are no