So I'm new to this forum,
Little history about myself,
I was the needy clingy negative type, with the extra spice of creating my own worst enemy,I refused to love myself,
I was able to have relationships with woman who are my type and I'm very very picky, to the point all my exs where fitness models, and I was a fat guy to at times. Now fast forward to 2016

I was engaged she left me I took my friends gun when he was not home and pulled the trigger, after that moment when I should of know the difference between a loaded gun to non loaded.

So by the grace of God I had a clarity moment and let me tell you it was an eye opener, I had this feeling and then a shift in my spiritual growth,

I had realized it was not my ex's that was the issue but my way of thinking and
My spiritual guide showed me all of this.
So from that day I did what ever I could to truly love myself and what a feeling wow, and throw in some gratitude and now I have you have an inspiring recipe for
pure growth,now since two months of shifting my thoughts everything is so peachy, I'm not rich money wise, but I'm very rich self love and graduate wise
And that's worth all the money in the world, and you asked how I did this?

Well I would close my eyes and picture myself sitting in the forest meditating
And animals nature just coming towards me touching giving kisses and me saying thank you so much for all there love.

And wow what a feeling, or I'll day dream I'm a kid again swinging on a swing with no care with the warm Sun shining on me.

And now I love being alone to have my me time before I hated it I felt so lonely
I felt no body loved me they only wanted sex from me.

Now I love my me time omg I love it.

And when you come in tune with your self you soon realise that you really do not put up with allot of crap when it comes to relationships, if they can not contribute on a natural and balanced level,I end it, and these woman are freaking hot my friends say I'm crazy
But for me it's they are not ready for me, not the other way around.

And i tell them and walk away.

And the next one shows up until the right one comes along.

So I hope my story can help.

And ps if those things do not work for me at that point, I just put my head phones on and listen to my happy tracks that make me dance.💃💃 💃

I live by this

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place, and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward; how much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that! No matter what happens.But until you start believing in yourself, you ain't gonna have a life

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