Thank You! So much Cynthia for replying to my message! Your advice is very encouraging I had never heard of Neville teaching concepts but it makes a lot of sense! I will def try it and keep you posted! So grateful I came across this forum! Much love! Natalie!!

Hi Everyone!!!
My Story is very long! I wanted to explain the whole situation for you guys! and I think I came across this board host for a reason. I appreciate your time and every input is greatly appreciated!! 

I am new to this wonderful, encouraging board host, I have been reading the success stories for about a month and they have kept me positive when I am feeling down about my SP. Today I have found that my specific person changed his profile picture to giving flowers to a girl that is cut off I have no idea who she is but I am devastated. I feel I attracted this in a way, overthinking and in the back of my mind if there could be someone he is seeing or talking to. My situation is as follows I met my SP in 2015 we met in a bar exchanged numbers and he texted to see me very casually but I did not respond, we stopped talking and he reached out months later but I never responded because I was in a relationship which I was just settling for we ended up breaking up and about 5 months later I thought id say hi to him and from there we started texting, we ended up meeting at his house talking for hours and I felt like I knew him for so long! He said the same, and we did en up being intimate! I regret it the next day, but I decided to own up to it and we kept talking and seeing each other more. He mentioned meeting his mom, I met his family, sister, cousins, we went on several dates and everything was going good. I must say he moves very slowly as we both are Tauruses lol until end of September last year I was with him one Saturdayall day we were together he knew I was looking for a relationship and as we talked about being serious he asked me to be his girlfriend at his place, I really would like to think he meant it, I said yes and later that night he got bad news that his dad has colon cancer and it advanced fairly quickly, I was there when he got the bad news [img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emot