Oouf. This thread is real helpful toward my vibe. Thanks guys! 
Today was kind of an off day as well. 'ppreciate it!

MF3 wrote:

Sanshi wrote:

Of course their is a higher being. The mere fact that we have feelings is proof for this (at least in my world, this makes sense. ;D)

But remember that you already have your girl back. The only moment is now, the future never comes. So when she is back, it will be NOW for you, if that makes sense. The parallel reality in which you two are together already exists now, has always existed, will always exist even though there isn't really time, only movement from one frame to the other. Know that you are living it right now in a parallel reality and know that you can tune into that and then...just do it.

 
God Sanshi, I love you  (love) haha I always get excited reading your posts

i do too! thank you for that, Sanshi!! youre awesome!

which is it? ive read people say "know/have faith its happening" etc. so i get excited that itll come in my reality [like a "day before christmas" feeling, im excited itll happen, but dont have it physically yet], is that right? or am i supposed to get into the feeling of already having my desire? thanks!:]

Congratulations! How long has it been since you last heard from him? Did you guys break on good terms?

(Never have tried scripting before, so to raise my own vibration, I thought I'd write my first script here. I'm going to write it in the form of a journal entry that has "already happened". (PS. I'm really emulating the way we talk here. Her personality and mine. Capturing them both. So please don't be critical about what is stated, or "why didnt' she say X", etc. Thanks!) I've been down today because my dog is in surgery and I don't know how she's feeling, and thinking about my gal always makes me smile. Keep the faith, all! Our loves are on their way!!!)

December 25th, 2016,

      So it's 9 in the afternoon now, and I can't stop smiling as I write this! I woke up this morning, excited to spend time with my family, and see what Christmas had in store for me. So I woke up around 10 in the morning, and rushed downstairs to see my baby niece. She's spending a few days here, and she is totally the coolest! As I rushed downstairs, I heard an abrupt yell coming from my niece. "Uncle!!" she shouted, with a smile on here face. "Mary Krisma!" was the next thing to come out of her mouth. Gah, I love how she speaks. She's at the point where she can almost say full words, but not quite. As I got to the bottom of the stairs, she ran up to me to give me a hug. Literally, guys, warmth filled my heart! It was so adorable!! "Merry Christmas, you!" I replied as I kissed her on the head. She suddenly exclaimed, "prehzenz?" and I told her we'd have to ask her grandmother if it's okay to open them. Anyway, we were rushing into the family room to talk to my mom, and a strange overwhelming thought came over me. You know when you get just a strange and random urge to do something? Like, out of nowhere? Yeah. That happened and it told me to check my Facebook, which I reactivated a few days prior. As that thought ran through my mind, my niece ran up to the couch to sit next to my mom. I told them I'd be right back, as I have to do something. I ran up the stairs to my