holistichealing wrote:

Do not worry though, have you read Lanie Stevens books? I found that they have amazing progress with my darling. We are currently back in no contact. But I powered the success I had with him still using her technique. It's both funny and amazing.

Well, I haven't. They are not available in bookstores in my country for sure and I cannot buy them online, because I can pay only in my currency (Polish złoty). I guess they are only available on Ebay/Amazon, but maybe I'll find any of her books in pdf for free somewhere. Thank you for the suggestion

First of all I would like to apologize for the delay. I had a tough time at school + I'm a procrastinator, so yeah, I'm sorry. Some time ago I told you that my love texted me after 6 months of no contact saying he is sorry for being an idiot, that he hopes everything goes fine in my life and he suspects that everytime I think of him I feel hate and sadness. I would like to share with you some more about this situation, as it may inspire you and encourage for further action.

The circumstances

It happened when I was on holiday on Malta. My mind was busy then - trips, beautiful weather and people. I didn't forget about my desire, but I was thinking about it less. The day before I received the message I saw his birth date in 4 places and saw his favourife book in a souvenir shop, which was located exactly next to my hotel. When I received it I went all shakey, I didn't know what to do or say - what if he's making fun of me? What if he's not sincere? I was trying really hard not to go crazy or say something I would regret later on. He said something like : "I don't know where to start, I doubt you would like to talk to me after everything that I did". I replied that I was on holiday then, so I would text him as soon as I come back. And I did. We talked as if nothing had happened. Like old, good mates. He said he quitted smoking (yeah, he's 17 and smokes cigarettes and weed) and that he is working really hard on his grades now. When I heard it I was over the moon! Seriously, I have been trying so hard to make him study more and quit his smoking habit, but it didn't work out, and now he managed alone! Yaaas! I hoped he would message me one more time, because that conversation made so happy... But there's no contact till now.

What did I do to attract this?

To be honest, nothing particular. I have to say that it took me 2 months to receive this message, and it passed so fastly that I felt as if it was a week. I didn't do the scripting, because I HATE writing. I did so

Well, I am applying a rule which I call "Fake it till you make it"
When I'm sad or angry I just calm down and smile. For a while it's fake of course, but it makes me feel happier

As a lot of you saw, I attracted a message from my love in which he apologizes (literally) for being an asshole and everything he had done to me.
I am now on holiday, but I will surely write a longer post about it when I come back.
Which will be Valentine's Day or the day before. Have a wonderful week everyone!

Thank you for the support, I'll be back soon ❤️❤️

Soo guys, I'm now on holidays in Malta having a lot of fun. I rarely think about him now, as I have better things to do than to spend every second thinking about him.
AND as I completely forgot about him, I saw his favourite book on the shelf.
IN THE OTHER CORNER OF EUROPE. The same edition as he has.

It was a book by Haruki Murakami.
Recently I've found a quote of his. It was:

"You're not a kid anymore. You have the right to choose your own life. You can start again. If you want a cat, all you have to do is choose a life in which you can have a cat. It's simple. It's your right".

I really liked it, it reminds me of LOA.

Have a nice day everyone