Sanshi wrote:

People manage to stay in their imagination and then something small happens in their reality and they are completely back in reality mode. Why? Nothing has changed, it's still the reflection of your past thoughts and you still just interact with a version of a person that you create with your own energy.

You know this never really clicked until you put it that way. I've realized this has been throwing me off some days. Wow don't you just love that Eureka feeling?

Something shifted in me today. I woke up feeling okay. I worked myself back into a state of relaxation with meditation. I went to work to pick up my paycheck and saw my love. There went my vibration. I tensed and started getting discouraged.

I then did something that usually helps. I went on a really long drive. After I got into a better head space I went home and started to write down an affirmation over and over again. "I'm always calm and in control of myself, in every situation and in all circumstances" I said that to myself over and over again with intention.

Then it just shifted. I felt peace rushing through my body and elation knowing I'm always going to be calm and collected. I felt the tension around my love disappear to a miniscule amount. I had to go to work and we work together. I kept reaffirming myself and kept feeling good. I'm still in kinda ignoring her phase because I wasn't quite ready to talk to her without becoming a mess inside. That was different today. Though she didn't talk to me I silently said I'm sorry and that I love her unconditionally. I said affirmations like I'm so attractive and happy and secure that ___ is attracted to me.

I kept that vibe all night and ots still going. I want to let all of you know to just keep going it gets easier the more you practice. It gets easier the more you imprint on your subconscious. Good luck to all of you. I'll have my success story on here before I know it

I had a bad day too. I broke down and started playing victim. It only lasted 30 minutes until I got hold of myself. My advice is to try to stay positive. Whenever a negative enters your mind label it what it is. Fear. Then replace it with a thought of love. Remember to concentrate on what you want your reality to be not what is. Let go of resistance and try practicing the law of detachment. Trust that the universe is doing everything in its power to give you what you want

Thanks blue I forgot about this one today as well. I went to work feeling about a 6 out of ten. Kind of neutral with some happy feeling. Any way I've been focusing on just having some communication with her. I've been really loving her unconditionally and sending love her way whenever I think of her. While I was going about my day getting the store ready to open I get a phone call. Not uncommon for a restaurant. I had a slight feeling it was her. I looked at the id and sure enough. It was her cell phone number. I picked up and used the generic greeting lol. At first she sounded like she was sick and calling in. It turns out she was having a panic attack and having an awful day. I told her not to worry about coming in I would handle it and wished her a better day. It's not the "I really can't be without you" manifestation but little steps this situation also told me I have just a little resistance left. I got kinda tense while I was talking to her. I thought to myself at least I got to hear her voice then I started sending her love and consoling her in spirit.

This is something I do a lot. I love her family a lot so I seem to see them very often. I was running yesterday and as I ran through the crosswalk her aunt saw me. I knew for some reason I would see her. Today I actually set an intention to see her grandmother. I forgot about it while at work and just as I was walking out of work who pulls in? Her grandmother.