Something shifted in me today. I woke up feeling okay. I worked myself back into a state of relaxation with meditation. I went to work to pick up my paycheck and saw my love. There went my vibration. I tensed and started getting discouraged.

I then did something that usually helps. I went on a really long drive. After I got into a better head space I went home and started to write down an affirmation over and over again. "I'm always calm and in control of myself, in every situation and in all circumstances" I said that to myself over and over again with intention.

Then it just shifted. I felt peace rushing through my body and elation knowing I'm always going to be calm and collected. I felt the tension around my love disappear to a miniscule amount. I had to go to work and we work together. I kept reaffirming myself and kept feeling good. I'm still in kinda ignoring her phase because I wasn't quite ready to talk to her without becoming a mess inside. That was different today. Though she didn't talk to me I silently said I'm sorry and that I love her unconditionally. I said affirmations like I'm so attractive and happy and secure that ___ is attracted to me.

I kept that vibe all night and ots still going. I want to let all of you know to just keep going it gets easier the more you practice. It gets easier the more you imprint on your subconscious. Good luck to all of you. I'll have my success story on here before I know it