Hi,

 I know that we shouldn't focus on the hurtful things they say and if we are hurt by their words it could be a reflection of how we feel about ourselves and we should love ourselves. However, I am offended and hurt by what he said today and I need to write about it to people who understand LOA as I don't want to feel down and hurt my manifestation.
My guy isn't an ex but a guy that I have been in love with for 4 years (never felt such chemistry and attraction to anybody even my ex-husband). This guy is in a committed relationship so I don't want an affair with him but I do want a relationship with him..I do want us to be together once he leaves his relationship and it is possible.

Today, I went to have lunch at his place of work with him and another mutual friend and his new team member (female) joined us also.
 When we left the restaurant he came up to me and casually bumped into me on the side to say hi and he walked slowly with me behind the others. Now, he knows that I haven't been with a guy in a very long time and I am not the girl that sleeps with anyone. When he left his home a few months ago (but then went back)then we did  have sexual contact. He knows I have strong feelings for him.

Anyways, he is going to the army next week for 2 weeks. I asked him about that and he told me that where he will be it is very cold and then asked me if he can give my number to the other guys so if they will be cold they can call me to warm them up. I was offended by that although i know he doesn't mean it! I told him he has no respect for me.
Then I asked him how is the new girl. So he asked 'in what respect - if she gives head??I can't tell you coz then you will tell our mutual friend'. That pissed me off even more..he knows my weak points.
He also asked me if I am dating anyone!
I was thinking that with all my scripting and I do that nearly everyday and all my visualizations and sometimes pretending that I am with him when I go shopping or in bed , don't work. An

Sanshi, thanks so much for your posts. I love reading them.

A couple of years ago , out of curiosity I went to a fortune teller my friend was raving about. Everything the fortune teller 'saw' was the opposite of what was to happen or wasn't true.

Hi,

My desire besides a specific guy is to return to work at a specific bank where i used to work a few years ago.
I am currently working at a job that I don't really like although I am grateful for that job and there are positive things. However, when it comes down to it then this is definitely not where I want to be and it gets me down. On Sunday, my boss and CEO have asked me to come in as they want to talk to me. I think I know what it is about. I am currently recovering from a broken wrist and it is taking forever and I am working now from home and they want me to come in to work a few times a week which I can't afford to do as it will be at the expense of my hand.
This whole situation is getting my vibration down. I have come to the point where I don't really care if they fire me.
The meeting will probably bring more negative energy. What should I do as to not let this situation interfere with my desire. Should I feel as if I am working at the bank already so I don't care what is happening now?
How should I feel and act during the meeting?
Also, if they do fire me at some point I will need to search for another job but I don't want to as my desire is the bank. If I do search for another job will this send negative energy to the Universe?

I will really appreciate some advice.
Thanks

Thanks. Nice video..i will try it