(Sorry it is very long / also english is my second language)This week has been an amazing week for me. My love and I broke up a month ago because of external issues that didn't involve how we felt for each other. Moslty because my ex before him was behaving like a pain in the ass and making our love story a dirty one and spreading hate, he was also playing the victim role. Now i see how i attracted that to my own love story. Anyways, after we broke up and I ound out Veronica i started applying the law of attraction and two and a half weeks ago i realized what some of my doubts and fears where and how were they causing my resistance. The first one was the thought of my ex (before my love(, never being mature enough and being an obstacle in the way, the second fear i had was that my love's friends would fall for my ex's hate speech and therefore hate me aswell serving also as an obstacle to me. So two weeks ago i started addresing both issues so i visualized/scripted my ex (before my love) being happy, good relationship with his parents, successful life, new love, new job and far away from hate; for the second fear i visualized encountering with three specific friends of my love and having nice conversations with them while laughing. I also visualized a reunion in my love's house surrounded by his friends and all laughing and saying how great couple we were. After i did this i felt and incredible relief. Last week on wednesday my ex (before my love) send me a text saying we wanted to speak with me, so I agreed on seeing him on Thursday, we met up on a coffee shop. All day long i visualized making peace with him, forgiving and letting go of any thoughts of him. When he arrived i realized he still felt resentement and never once apologized but i was okwith it because i had forgave him beforehand in my mind. We made "peace" and i realized he still did not let go. He started saying things that supposedly my love had said about me (bad things) and im my mind all i felt was

So the stories goes that a month ago when my love an I broke up he invited me to go camping with his friends. So i saw ther an amazing opportunity to reconnect. The trip was supossed to be this weekend but today i logged into facebook and saw thta one of his friends uploaded a picture of the tents (no people just the tents, so i dont know if he is there or not) so i kinda freaked out and texted " hey! whats up? the trip is still on?" he has been online but hasnt answered. The trip was not suppossed to happen till this saturday so it caught me by surprise. I felt anger so im trying to stay positive because i just got the flu and have an exam tomorrow so if it was today i couldn´t go anyways.
I asked the universe to give me signs that im going through the right path this week, i asked for butterflies and i saw two, then i asked for blue hearts and i saw them in the shapes of the clouds and in a group conversation in WhatsApp. Maybe this is the Universe saying i should not give up and this was not my time to meet him yet. A part of me is moved by my anger saying that the more impossible it seems the better is going to be when i have it, i have asked the universe to put me in the path of less resistance i dont wnat to give up yet, but it hurt. Any advice?

Finally we were able to do the trip we had postponed for months. Last weekend finally we got a romatic getaway together to a beautiful little town an hour away from where we live. I wanted to go really bad as i've never been before and i heard wonders of it, but when we got there it was so much better than what I imagined. He had planned the whole weekend, we stayed at this little wood cabins on top of a mountain and the most wonderful thing is that we could see the stars through the unpolluted sky, we where hugging on the ground while doing so, we even got to see a falling star, he told me he truly loved me and that he was never letting go of me. The next day we went to this litte cozy restaurant were a native gave us the most delicious meal i have ever tasted and a fresh orange juice. We walked all the town grabbing hands and taking pictures together, i even called my mom to tell her how beautiful the trip was being. The second night on the cabin was the most special one. It was late at night and in his eyes i only could see love, i felt my heart rasing, my hands sweating, i have never been so happy before, felt this type of connection with anyone, just being together made it all better. The nature, the trip, the food, his lips, his eyes its been days and i cannot take the image of that perfect trip out of my mind. It was absolutely magical, i never thought i would feel like this .)