I haven't been on here for about a week as I am so busy working at home because of the coronavirus and it is getting towards the end of the academic year and I am busy with students. Although I am a moderator I am not an admin, and don't have the ability to delete accounts. I have contacted Veronica by email twice about these - I guess they are automated spambot accounts and I would love to delete them but don't have the ability. There is another poster, Valkyrie-xo who has not been on here since 20 March and Veronica herself who hasn't been on since 26 February, who are the only two able to delete accounts. It's difficult to know how to get rid of them permanently but I suggest you also contact these admins to delete the accounts as well as raising abuse reports which has at least meant I can delete them. 

Are you wanting to line up someone so that you aren't alone if you finish the current relationship? 

Do you want to be friends? Or do you want a relationship and think being friends will lead to that? Firstly be 100% honest with yourself.

I have no idea what Shoutbox is. Perhaps you had better PM Veronica and ask her.

I think you are way, way over the top with your reaction, or over-reaction. Seriously, you want to be "gone from this world right now" because some bloke you rather like but don't really know, who works in a coffee shop you visit, has posted some tweets that may have absolutely nothing whatsoever to do with you? How can he think of you as a "poor human being"? He doesn't know you. Think about that. 

I don't know what the "incident" you refer to is, but what I'm going to do is copy a post here that I replied to yesterday (below). 

I am going to be lazy and refer you to another thread:

https://veronicaloa.boardhost.com/viewtopic.php?id=9445

In particular, read the very last post by Cynthia. I am being lazy by copying it, but it is the most important thing you need to know, all contained in the last post. 

None of all the other stuff you have said in your post matters. You need to focus on you, what you want, live in the end (read all of Cynthia's post to get the meaning).

[color=#424242]I would advise against talking about this with your mates, and just get on with life. 

And here is something from my own experience:

I listen to the radio a lot at work and a song just came on that reminded me of a situation when I was 18. I met a guy one night when out with my friend.  He was with two of his mates and we chatted to them for three consecutive Saturdays and then on the third Saturday he drove me home and we kissed, he then went to work away for two weeks promising to get together when he returned, and when he came back he ignored me. When I challenged him he just said “I’ve changed my mind”. I spent a year mooning, crying, trying to get him “back”. Nothing happened, in fact he got someone else pregnant and married her when he was only 19. (they later ended up divorced) Over a year later I just made the decision “you know what, this is just enough” and decided to le