Hello!

I started the 25 day challenge, in honesty, I have no idea how many days ago. I have been consuming tons of material on law of attraction. It began as an adventure to return my soulmate, but have bloomed into a full blow soul search. I don't even know how to explain it, but I have listened to Veronica's videos, Abraham Hicks, Robert Fink, Neville Goddard... and more. I've consumed books, blogs, and now I'm onto numerology. I feel as though the universe has begun communicating with me constantly. My soulmate and I have been having better communication. After I watched a few videos and read some more material, I discovered the numbers. Some repeating, but some timed with his messages. Like the time literally the context of messages have been coinciding with what they call angel numbers. Like the message topics align with the attached time. If that even makes any sense at all. But there have just been the strangest things happening. For weeks I've spent all this time hitting green lights, or red right when I needed them. Then I had a night where I was hitting every red light, almost had to work a double shift. Instead of letting negative emotions in, I just reminded myself today is a good day and everything is working out for me.

I feel like the universe is speaking directly to me, and their are so many signs that I'm having trouble deciphering them all haha.
But I had a moment of sadness yesterday. My soulmate came to my home to help me with something, and he looked not just tired, but ill, drained, lethargic, stressed, numb. I had seen him last week, and he looked healthier. But yesterday he appeared frail. Older than his age. He was talking negatively about himself. 

So here I am manifesting our union, and thinking how can I help him heal. My heart says that the separation is taking a toll on him, even though it was his decision. Yes I am healing, yes I am getting stronger, yes I am happier, yes I am manifesting. I want to bring the same love I'm giving m