Hey everyone! I hope you're all well.

So sorry for the long post. I have a bad habit of being long winded.

Life has been not so kind to me for the past 6ish months (as I'm sure is the case for most given the events of the past year). Last autumn I felt so dazed everyday, my head was so clouded. I had a family member pass away. I broke my foot at the end of last year which made things worse. I spent the last few months in Australia and it was some of the best few months of my life. I absolutely loved it there. I felt like it was the place I've been looking for physically and mentally. I felt awake, my desires seemed clear, and I was genuinely happy for the first time in a while. I felt like the person I'm used to feeling like.

Now I'm back home. My head feels foggy again, I can't focus. Everything seems overwhelming and unorganized. I have no motivation to do anything. I'm very intense and no stranger to strong emotions but I feel as if I've been unreasonably emotional. My poor horse is currently rehabilitating (inflammation on upper and lower suspensory for any other equestrians out there) so no riding for me for a while. Competing this season was a big goal of mine and now that's out the window. I don't hate my job but I feel unfulfilled there, I'm ready to do something I actually enjoy.

Sick of feeling generally miserable. I'm ready to start building a new life for myself but I'm not sure what that life looks like. I don't know what I want. I'm clueless about what I should be manifesting.

​What do I do? Where do I start? Any advice or kind words are highly appreciated. 

Hello everyone! 

Like many people here I am in the process of manifesting My Love back. I'm just a bit confused on how to go about handling communication between the two of us. I can imagine my situation is in better shape than a lot of others on this journey. The breakup wasn't nasty, we're still friendly with each other, and upon separating we both expressed how we still wanted each other in our lives. Honestly, as happy of an ending as anyone could have asked for.

I understand that when you're manifesting this sort of thing, you're supposed to let that person come to you, you're not supposed to go to them first. So since I decided I was making this change I stopped reaching out. Well good news, I'm on Day 6 of this journey and on Day 4 and 5 he reached out first to me for the first time since the breakup. He was asking to spend time together but I was busy both days so even though I wanted to, I wasn't able to. I kind of feel like the ball is in my court now, but I also don't want me reaching out to be a mistake in this manifestation process.

It's also his birthday on Saturday, and my birthday is on Monday. I know he's going to be really hurt if I dont wish him a happy birthday, but I as far as I understand I'm not really supposed to do that. I'm just very confused on how I'm supposed to handle and treat the communication between him and I currently.