So the last 4 days me and my love went walking.. Rock climbing cuddled in bed you name it!! We were glued at the hips and you name it. I just lovee hearing her laugh. She couldn't stop staring at me and I thank you God for letting me have these moments with her. My favorite part was her laying next to me while I held her and scratched her back. She kissed my shoulder and I took every second of our moment in. I told her how grateful I am to be the one she wants. Just tug e feel of her is amazing and I can't believe its here.. My miracle right next to me. I never gave up. We talked about everything which was nice! Thank you God for this!! Amen!!!

The last 2 days my love A and I sat on our porch and discussed how can we work on our relationship and make it stronger! This time it was so different than before! We were both mature and loving and supportive of each other! I van distinctly remember the cold air hitting our bodies and seeing the sun shine through the fall leaves!! Her smile was beautiful!  I am so thankful to have this moment for us. Afterwards we held each other!  We decided to meet up at a trail and she wore a Ted hoodie with black leggings!! I went up to her and grabbed her by the waist while she embraced key hug. My love put her atoms around my shoulders and we slowly put our heads together!  We kissed and it was beautiful!  At the same time we said "butterflies! " Lol we both mentioned that we are meant to be together. Webhelf hands while we walked down the trail and I can remember the feel of her hand feeling so soft and perfect in my hand. My live and I found a cliff where she sat next to me and she laid her head on my shoulder. The way she breathed in and out was so surreal to me. I could feel her body move while she took her breaths and I soaked in every moment!! I love her and she love me! God thank you so much for bringing her back into my life! Thank you for bringing my love and I back together! I am so happy and thankful for you my God my family my life friends and my beautiful relationship with my love A! At times I felt hopeless but I pushed through and here my love and I are with each other once or should I say mote than once again more like our 3rd time. This time I know and feel our relationship is stronger and we were always meant to be! I love you God!! Thank you!! All things are possible don't give up!!

Today we went out for a walk. The second she stepped out of her car our eyes meet! We could just see the sparks in one anothers eyes vibrating towards each other! We smiled ear to ear. We hugged each other and kissed one another. Our walk was amazing and we held hands talking about our day and the funny things we saw in out day. We laughed and held hands. We found a spot on top of the mountain and I held her while she sat between my legs. We watched the sky in silence and  after awhile we both kissed again and said we loved each other! This was an amazing day and I want to thank you God for bringing this moment to us! Its here Had mad it possible! Amen my Lord and I thank your miracles you have given me and your universe and thank you for bringing my live back to me and my son not once not twice but this time out 3rd and we have spoke about our wedding plans too! ! Sometimes some space trial and error is heats needed but God saw us through!  My live and I spoke about that too!!

We had breakfast at jills restaurant today. She told me the time she was away she thought about me non stop. I still remember the day she emailed me and told me she still loved me and missed me. I told her I knew in my soul that we would be back together again. We had a wonderful conversation and after we ate we went back to my place and cuddled! I scratched her back as she fell asleep in my arms. She held me tightly. I always love it when we do that. I told her she was an absolute beauty! She smiled and me, kissed me and said she never is going to let me go. I held her while she took a nap! We made plans to meet up again. I am so blessed and grateful that we are back together again ! I love her! I just knew we were meant to be together!! I love you God and thank you so much for her and our son!!

She loves me tons and told me she just can't stop thinking of me! She told me that she always knew we would always be back together and wants to marry me. That I am the one. I looked at my love and just smiled. My heart melted when she told me that. 6I just grabbed her and held her so close. We were standing outside on my porch and the sun was shining on us! It was amazing. Thank you God for bringing me my prayer and my love! I am so happy that we are back together and she only wants to be with me. We love each other tons!!!