*if im positive i Will just be fooled
Sorry

Hi 💕
I have a question
Is it okay if i want to manifest something within time limit?
It's not because i'm impatient, but i have a particular case: me and my sp are like best friends and at the end of this september we two are going to a vacation in spain that we programmed 6 months ago. He's currently in a relationship with another boy (he's bisexual, even if he said that now he is confused and that in this period he feels more just gay...). But okay i know circumstances don't matter, in fact my question is another: is it possible to manifest him to love me in a romantic way while we are in our vacation, or even be in a romantic relationship with him since there are less than 3 weeks left? It's a big desire for ms to go with my "boyfriend" in a vacation
And if it is possible do you have any tips for this particular case?
Thank you❤

The problem is that l' scared, something in me says it's a selfish bad thing, and that l'm gonna hurt someone...

i can't stop having negative thoughts about loa and thinking that's just a marketing thing because i read some people saying that.. now im scared and i feel like its not even true, i'm desperate and i dont know how to do
I used to believe so much in Loa, then i lost it and now i feel stupid if i believe again in it, because i unconsciously see it like fake things and things for crazy people
I just don't want that, when i believed consciously and unconsciously in Loa i was so much happier but now i don't know how to do
My mind has become pragmatic and skeptical and Now it sees this things like "magical impossibile irrational things that don't exist"

What can i do if i can't find the power inside me? I feel like i lost it months ago when i didn't care about loa anymore...
Now that i realized how better i felt and all the things that i manifested, paradoxically i feel like i lost magic, i got more sceptical and i have doubts and fears about loa, like if it doesnt exist actually...
Consciously i know that loa is real, but unconsciously i have this blocks that i don't know how to remove, i've tried many things already...
I want my inner power back and feel it again