I have some questions that come up sometimes for which I feel I need clarification (guess like most people lol) so I am wondering, lets say you want to manifest a relationship with a SP (perhaps someone you already know) and then you meet with them and you get a certain vibe that doesn't jive (vibe jive ...lol...that was not planned...bad joke...heeh), does that mean that the 'work' done to manifest this was misdirected or that it's something that is inside of you that still needs healing? How does intuition play into LOA? Maybe it's a dumb question...? Anyways. Have a great day everyone . 

Exactly! This resonates perfectly. So true. Thank you Cynthia . 

Am feeling really emotional lately and I did end up manifesting my ex back (he actually came back twice but he also disappeared twice for long periods of time -the first time for 5 months and then 1.5 years).  He moved back home to the US where he's originally from because he was studying in Canada when we met (somehow he thought or expected that I knew he had relocated, which I don't understand but anyways). He says he misses me and wants me to visit him and at first I was up for it as I hadn't gone anywhere for like 15 years but then he when I asked him for details about when he wants me to come see him and for how long he said "oh like maybe in 2 or three months or the summer...?  So, I am not sure why he can wait so long if he truly misses me...? Just when I think logically if I miss someone I usually want to see them asap especially in a romantic relationship. Would love to hear from others about whether I am being irrational or crazy or ...over complicating things.  He has cheated in the past, although I don't have trust issues anymore but this doesn't feel right.  Makes me question whether or not he really likes me.  Have no problem if he doesn't like me as a person -I don't want to go where I am not really wanted. Just rationally speaking.  Anyways. Hope everyone is doing well and manifesting everything their hearts desire  . Hugs.

Just an update. He recently wrote to me saying again how much he misses me and that he wants me to move to the States to be with him that he wants to share his life with me...I don't know what to think...

Just wanted to share something a bit strange but powerful and yet subtle experience I had the other day. I am not sure what to make of it but I had this feeling come over me-this gentle hug I received (spiritual/psychic, however you want to call it) and a message that came with it was that: "my wife (speaking of me) I am praying for you".  It wasn't an exterior voice necessarily but kind of the words of the spiritual embrace. As for me, I have never been married but many times I have prayed for my future husband.  In any case, just a positive vibe I thought I could post here.  Hope it's ok. Peace be with you.

Hi Sanshi,
Thank you for your response.  I am just thinking back to how I felt about myself before this occurred and I think I loved myself...at least enough to recognize that I am being treated poorly (although I am quite sure that their behaviour was not intentional) and I don't want to punish anyone but at the same time I don't want people to just walk all over me (as I am not a doormat) because I did nothing to deserve that. Of course I am a work in progress so there is always room for improvement . That's just my POV .

Sanshi wrote:

As this is a LoA forum, you should start with looking inside of you. You won't find answers and solutions anywhere else. I am pretty sure that you felt invisible and left out before this incident, it just triggered that feeling. It has nothing to do with those ladies and they in fact couldn't act any other way. Change how you feel about yourself, friendships and trips and your problems will resolve themselves. I wouldn't do anything on the physical plain. It won't change anything anyway. By distancing yourself you would shoot yourself in the foot, because you obviously want friendships. So why hurting yourself? I personally don't open communication with people about things that "went wrong", because I know that I am the cause of it happening. What's the point of talking about it? I could juse the time better with changing my feelings instead of reinforcing the old feeling by talking about it.

So start feeling visible, And think (or better feel) about why it's important that the two are friends for so long. Maybe I am wrong, but I could imagine that you have some feelings about that you should change too..something like you aren't really necessary for them, not part of the group or something like that. Don't think about what happened. Think about what you felt before it happened? It's not a coincidence that everything went wrong with the trip. The cause lies in your consciousness. Look for that and change that instead of takin

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