If my vibrations were clear then I wouldn't have felt this bad about the whole thing....even though i said I released resistance or "let it go" and at that period, he did talk to me,so I released enough resistance for us to speak again but not bring us together. The psychics I met with confirmed my worst fears, psychics read my current energy timeline, and they did say I will meet someone better, and after some soul searching, that was exactly what I was afraid of. I'm not much resistant towards meeting another person, even better then him, that's not the point, imagine there are a lot of better things out there like a better car or a better house or a better relationship, but if one is happy where they're at with what they got then who cares?

Anyway, I'm exhausted, he did message me yesterday but I chose not to answer, I feel like I am so resistant towards the specifics that I can't deal with the if he's still in the picture,of course I still want to be with him, the momentum there is so strong, but I have not learned to be at peace with what is, in fact I've never been happy with where he was or where I am during the whole process.

Upon recieving the news,i had to face the demons I have been hiding from and just happy stickerfacing throughout the years

Thank you for reading the whole thing.

Hey guys, So this is one of those "ex" stories, and I know many people are extremely annoyed of those posts and I'd like to apologize in advance for that. This is going to be long. So my ex and I go all the way back to 2011, and we were together for about 2.5 years. The reason we broke up was because my parents wouldn't have accepted, we come from two different cultures. so for me to consider being with him was a huge deal, it was risky but nonetheless it was fun, this was something I was going to fight for, finally break the oppressive chain I grew up in and marry whoever the hell I want yay!

Well obviously that didn't happen, and you can imagine the heartache I went through, I wanted that second chance, I knew we were compatible, we loved each other very much..atleast at some point he did, we had things planned out, to where we would live to how many kids we would have ( we were both in our early-mid twenties) and when we would get married, I thought to myself well this isn't the end, this shouldn't be the end ( I was not aware of loa at the time).But a year (2014) later he started seeing someone else, I dreamt about it and that's how I found out, as you can imagine, even though I thought I was a bit over him, it all came back, it was like a second break up. It. Was. Bad. That's when I discovered the LOA, ohhh the hope and power it brought back, or it gave me, it was AMAZING. Once I discovered the loa, That chick he had at the time did not phase me at all, I was like he's mine, we are going to finish the adventure we promised each other and I am willing to put the work and see how this will go!I practiced different methods of loa, affirmations did not work well for me becuase I felt like I was forcing it I didn't really feel anything, but I found that meditation and visualization worked for me, but I mean of course I had my doubts and bad days which was ok, it's all part of the journey.


Well then months later (2015), I found out he got engaged to the same girl,