Hey everyone!

My bf of over a year who I lived with broke up with me a little over a week ago due to my negativity and constant insecurity, so I started applying the LoA to try to get him back, and to make myself feel better as it was the only thing that gave me any kind of hope or relief.  It's been wonderful, and I have obviously learnt so much about myself and the reason for the breakup and have actually been able to free myself of most of the guilt surrounding it.  It's only been 9 days, and I would consider everything to be going pretty well so far.  Not too sure what to make of signs and things like that but I don't want to read too much into them.  I did however feel particularly good and aligned one day driving home from work and I drove right past him, which I did take to be a small manifestation because in the 2 years that we've known each other and lived in the same city, this has never happened. 

So I've been doing my visualizations every night and then I tried the whisper technique as well as the two cup-method, which I haven't really heard mentioned here, but I tried anyway cause I have nothing to lose.

The next morning he called me (yesterday), a call which I unfortunately missed, but I feel like I maybe manifested that too.  So I text him later that evening to say sorry I missed your call.  After receiving the phone call I felt really good.  They say the best "sign" is a feeling, and I definitely felt like I was on the right track.  But then he replied to my text just this morning and said "I just wanted to talk to sort some stuff out," which just killed me and here's why.  We lived together with both our names on the lease.  I moved out sort of abruptly only taking my clothes and things but leaving a couple suitcases and boxes, as well as some drawers.  After all I had to move back in with my family and there was no room for me to bring my furniture.  I agreed to keep paying rent until the lease is up in March, there are various reasons for this and I won't go into it, so I figured it would be OK to leave my furniture there until he moved out in March.  So the fact that he said he only called to "sort some things out" makes me think that he does not want to talk about our relationship at all, he just wants me to move my stuff out.

So it's like I've been making all this progress and feeling really good.  And then this happens.  But I haven't been feeling good 24/7, I still get sad but I do my best to pick myself up and keep going.  But it feels like as soon as I start climbing back up the ladder I get knocked down again.  I don't want to give up but now that he's said this I just don't know how to keep going.  He seemed quite mad at me when we broke up, which I haven't been focusing on, but now it's hard not to.

Please help me not to give up and remind me that this is just a temporary setback cause I need all the encouragement I can get right now.  I love this person with all my heart and I don't want to give up on him.

I appreciate any advice xx