You can only focus on yourself. Part of this is its the past manifestations..and now you are living the past..but KNOW every day you focus on the better you and keep thinking positive thoughts you are creating a better now again and again..keep investing in yourself..the current reality does not matter. Focus on you loving yourself! those rumors are a manifestation you created in the past..so know you can recreate a new reality right now by choosing thoughts like they love me, everyone loves me, I love me!