Feeling down, broken, and hopeless

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Posted by Roy-LOA
7/11/2018 5:50 am
#1

Heey lovely people,

First of all, sorry for posting so much recently haha.

Last night i went to a concert of a band i enjoy a lot, it was a great show, but no matter how much i wanted to just focus on the moment and enjoying myself, i kept the feeling of "I'm so sad my ex isn't with me right now" "Why isn't she with me?" 
And i couldn't sleep at all last night, i went to bed around 1AM and was still wide awake by 7-8AM.  I cried a lot and couldn't get my thoughts to be positive at all. I kept repeating the mean and hurtful things she said and how she said she isn't coming back and i don't have a chance with her anymore. WHICH IS NOT WHAT I WANT TO THINK ABOUT. But i couldn't get myself to stop. I just felt hopeless, what if she never comes around? what if she's really gone and never coming back? What if all the effort i put into this is wasted time and useless? what if, what if, what if...
I know i shouldn't be saying this, but for now i'm just really sad that i lost the girl i love so damn much, and i just miss her more than anything...
There's a user here called 'Fizzy' he/she gave me a lot of great advice recently, but all of it just seemed useless last night and today...

Can somebody please help to cheer me up, or restore my faith to continue? 

 
Posted by fizzy
7/11/2018 7:21 am
#2

I’m female

I think you need to become really clear on who you are. You are the creator of everything you see. Like with a movie, you are the projector. And all of what you see, including other people, is just the movie coming from you. Change what’s inside of you, and it all changes. It can be no other way.

Right now you are feeling as though the bad movie you projected in the past is the only movie you can ever play again. But that’s silly, right? You aren’t bound to play only one over and over again for the rest of your life. And the next movie you play has nothing to do with the previous one. Linear time makes it seem like that has to be the case, but time is just your own creation as well. The next movie you play can literally be totally different with no influence from the old one whatsoever. You are that powerful.

Hope my analogies make sense lol. And that this brought you at least some comfort. I think knowing who you really are and knowing the ability you have is what cures a lot of suffering when it comes to conscious creation.

 
Posted by Roy-LOA
7/11/2018 8:15 am
#3

Thank you Fizzy, i needed that. 
Can i send you a PM ?

 
Posted by fizzy
7/11/2018 8:24 am
#4

Roy-LOA wrote:

Thank you Fizzy, i needed that. 
Can i send you a PM ?

Yes, sure!

 


 
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