Heey lovely people,
First of all, sorry for posting so much recently haha.
Last night i went to a concert of a band i enjoy a lot, it was a great show, but no matter how much i wanted to just focus on the moment and enjoying myself, i kept the feeling of "I'm so sad my ex isn't with me right now" "Why isn't she with me?"
And i couldn't sleep at all last night, i went to bed around 1AM and was still wide awake by 7-8AM. I cried a lot and couldn't get my thoughts to be positive at all. I kept repeating the mean and hurtful things she said and how she said she isn't coming back and i don't have a chance with her anymore. WHICH IS NOT WHAT I WANT TO THINK ABOUT. But i couldn't get myself to stop. I just felt hopeless, what if she never comes around? what if she's really gone and never coming back? What if all the effort i put into this is wasted time and useless? what if, what if, what if...
I know i shouldn't be saying this, but for now i'm just really sad that i lost the girl i love so damn much, and i just miss her more than anything...
There's a user here called 'Fizzy' he/she gave me a lot of great advice recently, but all of it just seemed useless last night and today...
Can somebody please help to cheer me up, or restore my faith to continue?