Sounds so calm and just full of pure love. I have defnitely raised my vibration, and I feel might happier in general. I have moments throughout the day when I Ifocus on my desires and just feeling good and get tingling and excitement all over my body and it's amazing.
I totally agree with the Self Love, I put it off for so long because I thought that I already loved myself.....but now I know that was just ego. It really does make a difference doesn't it, my confidence has increased, people are noticing me more in the street, I even find myself looking in the mirror at myself like 'Damn you look good'.
I put much less effort into attracting her now and more on my Self Love and it's really working. I love how today I've discovered your story as it's really resonating with me today in particular as for most of the day I've been busy and hardly thought of her and when I have I've felt much more relaxed and just knowing its all in the Universes hands.
My only slight issue with Self Love is that I feel that she really needs it too and I sometimes do it and then feel sorry for her, if that makes any sense.
But I love your story and it all makes so much sense! Well done indeed