I think it's probably the first thing people think of when they don't hear from someone "do they still like me"? I know I wonder sometimes about people "what do they think of me?" I don't think that initial query, wondering, etc is necessarily over-negative in itself.but it gets that way when it causes all sorts of doubt within yourself ie "she doesn't like me. Therefore I'm unlikeable. And I remember when Sally and Jenny and Phoebe did this and they didn't like me either, so therefore there is something wrong with me". That sort of thinking has happened with me and it becomes a destructive, tortuous cycle and it is so pointless. All it does is lower your vibration.Â
As for the tarot readings, I had numerous psychic readings in the past and was often told "X is coming in by the end of this month, the beginning of that " and it NEVER, EVER happened. I'd steer clear of it as at the very least it is part of a desperation cycle and sends out that vibration. It never made me feel better, and it is easy to get addicted to it.Â
You talk about an age difference but I don't know how much younger. I had an age difference relationship which, although we really did have feelings for each other, just did not work out partly because we were at different life stages, wanted different things, and he was not mature enough to handle how he felt and deal with situations.Â
Did you go to this party you were talking about with this girl also going and what happened there?
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