How attract him back when I dont want do techniques ? I cant do any technique because I miss him even more and I still think about him and Im sad. When I did RS so I miss him so much and I want be with him so very much thatI think RS make me obssesion, when I did script and I feel sad too, because all day I think about him and I know that we arent together. yes yes I know that we already are together in other parallel reality etc, but I dont know feel happy when I dont see it. I feel happy two three days or a few hour and later Im sad again...and when I miss him so I want see him so I see him every weekend because we live on the same willage, but when I see him so I still cry when I go home... I dont know what I have do. I want see him , but I cant see him because I miss him even more and I want be with him anymore..sometimes when I see him during weekend so Im happy and I dont cry, but next weekend when I see him Im sad. I am very whimsical person ...
And two months before he unblocked me and poked me on FB . So I wait that he will write me and send friend request, but now is july and nothing is change.. Im still only unblocked and nothing more..
so what I have do? I have stop every technique and try dont think about him and do all things who make me happy and every thought about him delete? Have I stop go in the bar when I know that I can see him? But I dont know how. I want see him even thought that it hurt me.. but I want he see me too . and how I have stop sad post on the facebook? when I m sad so I share sad post I dont know stop it. And I want he know that I miss him and Im hurt. Yes I know that is wrong way, but I dont want play game that Im happy without him or that I dont miss him etc ..
I try attract him back one year and 6 months and I still dont have him. I was attracted one night him or sometimes one message and I didnt happy all the time too and I attract message etc too, but now I dont know attract any message or one night.. when we were together two month ago so he told me that he wanted text me too but finally he didnt.. I dont know why.. but I think that when he unblocked me so he will text me immediately, but no..
I do some selflove techniques too , I stil repeat how much I love yourself, I do so much things but Im so tired .. when I think that Im okey and Im happy and Im feel peacfull that I know we will together so later I feel old negative way again..
And I still stalk how photo he like and yes I know that I dont have do this but I dont know stop it. I dont want obssesed but I dont know stop it.
Last edited by Laura1234 (7/16/2017 4:46 am)