Hi All,

This forum is great! I love how everyone is so supportive :-)
I have lurked on this forum for a few months now, I don't really like posting about myself but I felt like it's time to share some success and encourage people :-)

My situation with my partner has been going for 3 years.
For the first 1.5 years we were together then some issues cropped up. I wasn't the best partner (no cheating) but because of this we split. For the next 6 months we were still really close, acted quite like a couple but it wasn't the same.
As time went on and things weren't going as I wanted them (a relationship) I got insecure and more issues arose.
I was told that we would never ever ever be together again plus lots of other bad stuff.
Someone else came into the picture (very brief) and as things went on I got more and more insecure.
A couple months ago I was once again told we would only ever be friends, we haven't been together for well over a year and I needed to forget about a relationship ever happening.

This is someone I love very much and I was so determined to make this work. I stopped with the physical begging, pleading etc and started working with LOA which I have used in the past.
Since starting this journey things were turning around quickly, I spoke with Veronica and she was very lovely and helped me realise this is possible. Within a couple weeks we were intimate for the first time in way over a year and my partner was wanting to spend more time with me.
Since then I was having a roller coaster ride of emotions but with each down I noticed I had a big up!
For the first month and a half I was applying LOA but still was needy, insecure and waiting for results.
It wasn't until the last couple weeks where I have let go, made myself happy and have a true deep belief I can do this.
Since starting my journey things have taken a big turn. Still not official again, but getting lots of messages, being asked to spend time together, weekends being very couply and have been intimate many times since.
Still working on the ultimate result but I'm so grateful for where I am at now.

For me it is all about the belief and thoughts/emotions. Training your mind to stop saying its not possible and just start to act as if you have your desire. All my downs were because my energy dropped and I started to fear things, and guess what...they came true!
I went from not really enjoying life and being very very sad, hating getting up in the mornings, to now being excited about life, even work. In the few months I have made lots of new friends too and random people coming out of the woodwork.
I enjoy visualization of my desire and RS, and some of my RS sessions have now come true exactly as I scripted them!!!
It took a big leap of faith but I just decided that I have nothing to lose as I wasn't where I wanted to be so I may as well trust and enjoy my life in the process.
Now I love the journey, I enjoy everything that happens as I know everything that is happening is the universe lining up for my desire to come. Once you start to leave the hows up to the universe it all flows in like magic. You start to enjoy the ride knowing it will happen because you asked for it to happen. The delay is when you are standing in your own way and creating resistance...

Keep going guys, I struggled to begin with but I chipped away everyday and it is so worth it!! :-)