I'm new to this forum so I'm not entirely sure how to work this but hello everyone 

  Me and my boyfriend broke up about a month ago. We had been on rocky terms because he had recently moved to Illinois, we were arguing none stop. I always had this feeling that when he did move to Illinois he would leave me because we were always a couple that was kind of "attached at the hip", I voiced this a lot. We had been arguing none stop so I decided not to answer him for a few days. After about two days he texted me, I did not answer because I knew we would argue. He got upset with me when I did answer and we started arguing. 

  In anger I brought up something my friend said he did in middle school to I guess prove a point, this angered him even more and he dumped me. I beg as anyone else would but then I decided to not text him for four days after our break up. When I did, I apologized for everything, which he accepted and we talked normally for a while. But he would flirt with me threw pictures which I know is kind of corny but he used to do it when we were just friends so that's how I knew what he was doing but then when I would bring this up he'd try to play it off that it wasn't flirting and act really cold towards me. I was upset with all the mixed signals, I brought it up and we fought AGAIN.  We kept arguing when I brought up valid resolutions to our solutions, he would budge a little but then go right back to I'm not taking you back. At the end of the conversation, I got angry again and that's when he told me to leave him alone and I haven't talked to him in a month. 

   My best friend had recently been teaching me about the law of attraction. Which I had used when he was dating another girl by saying he's my boyfriend, but never knew I was because at the time I did not know the law of attraction existed. My best friend taught me about being more positive which I have been working on, I've been writing about us being together and having a child. I feel like this can be working because we have a joker and Harley Quinn relationship (batman villains who are boyfriend and girlfriend fyi), a day before Halloween I got a Harley Quinn doll and posted it on my twitter, that's when a few days later his friend posted a picture of him with a Joker doll. When we first broke up his sister who never liked/commented anything I posted had started doing it as soon as we broke up. Then yesterday his friend who doesn't use his Instagram anymore liked my picture and then unliked it super fast which I can not help but have this feeling he sent his friend to spy on my page because when we were not together once before he'd spy on my page. He kept our prom pictures up which with his other exes he deleted all of them completely, and when we were dating he had changed his Instagram name to match mine which he has not changed either. Then a few days ago one of my friends when talking about my ex said how she had family in Illinois, I jokingly said I want to go to Illinois to fight him, she said that's fine just don't mess up Alton which its crazy how he lives in that exact part, which then she told me how If in April If I want to I can come to Illinois with her to stay at her grandparents and go see him if I wanted to and we are talking , which the only reason I never went to Illinois was because I never had a place to stay! And my best friend had talked to him today and when she mentioned me and the fun things I was going to do with her, he seemed jealous to her. 

   But the down part is I had recently been stalking his Facebook and saw him post something negative about his "ex" and it was on a day I was upset with him, so I'm guessing my negative energy went to him. When I saw that post it filled me with doubt, anger, sadness. So now I'm worried if he going to text me, If he loves me, is he going to think I'm crazy if I go to Illinois? Is my manifestation is going to happen? Are these all just coincidences ? Ect. So If any one has advice/opinions, I'd love to hear from you guys.