Hello everyone, 

Hope you're all well. 

I never thought I'd be using one of these sites to help me during this difficult time but I guess some of us are in the same boat. 

May I just start by saying;  I was single for 5 years prior to meeting this wonderful girl. I didn't know anything about manifestation, other than just dreaming of what I'd like in someone. Amazingly, I got just that a month later when I returned off my holidays. Weird hey? 

Over two and half years, we was amazing together. An emotional bond that I've never felt in my previous two relationships. It was truly special. We was that relationship that just shown through. 
Unfortunately, coming close to the end, there was matters outside of our control that occurred during our time together, nothing to do with manifestations and out of respect I won't post why but like I've said, we couldn't control these events.
Yet the weird thing is, I had doubt in my mind, reason being is because my previous relationships only lasted two and a bit years as well, and I always had this doubt feeling, getting over that two year mark so I suppose I manifested it and we came to a sad end. We left on good terms though. 

We haven't been in contact for over two months. Every night, I go to bed imagining I'm cuddling her, whispering "I love you" and in my mind, I'd hear her voice saying it back like she used to, I'd feel her hand grip onto mine. The interesting thing in this story is this; I've dreamed of her texting what I've always thought she text, a simple "Hey, how are you?" and I've even dreamed of her unblocking me on social media and following me. Can I ask if anyone has experience this before? 
Is it my sub-conscious going into overdrive or is it just simply a dream? 

I see her name in daft places. During night school, undertaking my math exam, I saw her name. I see the same variant of car she drives everywhere and see same type of dog she has! I struggle to see these as 'signs' from the universe. I guess what I'm really saying is, I miss her dearly. I feel her presence as I walk the streets in my town or wherever I go. Anyone else do the same?
Anyone else has a thousand and one things that they would like to say to their SP but they feel like they can't? 

I'm a lot better now. Not stuck in a rut but I'm not wanting to give up on this.

Please, may someone guide me into where I need to go on this journey.  

Thank you. 
 

Last edited by Josh167 (6/21/2019 11:07 am)