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Hi I'm So sorry that I have to start a new thread for this because I know this thread will be a little bit negative so if anyone is not stable enough with their emotion please don't read this because I don't wanna affect you
I have planned to study in England with him ( even tho we're not back tgt yet, I still do want to study there because it's my dream to study abroad and I thought it would be easier for us to get back together) , but the thing is my parents are facing bankruptcy. So they have no money to afford for me to study England. Then I knew LOA can help me out with it, so I insist my decision of studying there, but recently when I started to find college or university, my family and friends started to blame me for giving my parents stress and ask me to give up, well I kinda cried inside. They say I'm not realistic enough and ask me to study local. But this is not what I want. And school starts on Jan, so I'm running out of time. Anyway, I'm still waiting for results, I'm hoping that I can at least get a good result so that I can get at least a foundation there. If I got 5 Bs then I can directly study year 1 so that I can save up a year's cost. But I know during my exam time I didn't done well, because I was in the emotion of breaking up that time (please don't do this, it stressed you more), so I'm hoping for a miracle.
Secondly, I'm hoping that i can have him back within a month because he's also one of the reason that I wanna study in England. And my hopes starting to fade, because I saw him taking a new pic of buying a new shoe, it kinda makes me thinks that he don't wanna wear our couple shoes anymore. And I starts to feel distant because we're not updated with each other's life for a month. It also went in doubts when I thought of how he used to still in love with his ex but he didn't want to want her back( when we're together, I actually used LOA to let him focus on me more that time so he literally forget about her or just never did mention her anymore).
Please don't scold me for being a lil bit of negative again. I'm trying hard to get myself back up .
P.s. I always comes up to read people's thread when I'm kinda down and it cheers me up a little. So I wouldn't want anyone to get negative when people read my thread and I wanted to inspire people with my success story
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I know you are stressed I promise no scolding just love and support Have you ever read The game of life and how to play it by Florence Scovil Shinn? Its on youtube you can listen to it Please listen to it I think it will help you I understand completely your desire to study in England so sorry your parents are having difficulty It is hard on you as well as them Help them with positive energy But you can do this You want to be with him in a month so you MUST follow the 25 day to the letter The other thing you can do is throw out your desire to be in England to the Universe "If it is ment to be I go to England to study in January let me find a way " Visualize being with him in England at the school Visualize him not just in love with you but wanting to be back with you He might have loved the ex but he wants to be back with you !!!!
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barbidoll wrote:
I know you are stressed I promise no scolding just love and support Have you ever read The game of life and how to play it by Florence Scovil Shinn? Its on youtube you can listen to it Please listen to it I think it will help you I understand completely your desire to study in England so sorry your parents are having difficulty It is hard on you as well as them Help them with positive energy But you can do this You want to be with him in a month so you MUST follow the 25 day to the letter The other thing you can do is throw out your desire to be in England to the Universe "If it is ment to be I go to England to study in January let me find a way " Visualize being with him in England at the school Visualize him not just in love with you but wanting to be back with you He might have loved the ex but he wants to be back with you !!!!
Omgawd barbie, thankyouthankyouthankyou! This brought me tears. I wanted to help them with my positive energy but they are so negative (cry) when I finished posting that, i think my low vibration attracts my bff to txt me and tell me that she saw him posting pic with another girl. It hits me so hard that I couldn't get this off my head.
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sweetie I dont know how old your parents are but the stress of the financial problems are crippling their energy all you can do it love them and send them all you can Tell your friends if they love you NOT to tell you anything that will upset you all that will do is upset you cause you anxiety and depression If they are friends they will protect you from hurt You are so welcome ! I know that if we all work together in 25 days we will all see a major success what we have to do is shore each other up keep us working in the light of happiness and soon we will be hearing good news from England !!!!
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The universe doesn’t care if your parents are going bankrupt. There are infinite ways the universe could provide you with the money to go to to school if that is what your heart is set on. Do not focus on the obstacles in the way of your dream, focus on the miracles that are coming!
Your mind can’t even fathom the magic the universe can do for you, so just get out of your own way and trust. Trust the vision you have. If you have a goal to be in England and to be studying with him believe it with all of your heart. The desires that are deepest in our heart are the ones that always get manifested. The heart has a superpower the mind doesn’t have. Remember, if you have the faith of a mustard seeds, you can move mountains! Have faith, and let the obstacles disappear from your reality! They are just illusions anyway.
Julie- Love and Happiness Coach
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Have you heard of Erasmus mundus scholarship?
I think you can apply. Google it and tell me if it help you
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Hisoneandonly, before i signed in, it showed you created this thread at 11.11 (not sure what time zone, but when I signed in, it showed my time zone as 4.11) 👍🏼
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barbidoll wrote:
sweetie I dont know how old your parents are but the stress of the financial problems are crippling their energy all you can do it love them and send them all you can Tell your friends if they love you NOT to tell you anything that will upset you all that will do is upset you cause you anxiety and depression If they are friends they will protect you from hurt You are so welcome ! I know that if we all work together in 25 days we will all see a major success what we have to do is shore each other up keep us working in the light of happiness and soon we will be hearing good news from England !!!!
Thankyou so much barbie. I know I have to send them love and help them out. I feels bad that except these I can't do anything much. And Thank you so much to try to help me back on track but I don't know what's wrong that I feels such a low vibration right now. I have no energy to do anything but think of him with that girl and worry about schools result etc.
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Spiritual Hustler wrote:
The universe doesn’t care if your parents are going bankrupt. There are infinite ways the universe could provide you with the money to go to to school if that is what your heart is set on. Do not focus on the obstacles in the way of your dream, focus on the miracles that are coming!
Your mind can’t even fathom the magic the universe can do for you, so just get out of your own way and trust. Trust the vision you have. If you have a goal to be in England and to be studying with him believe it with all of your heart. The desires that are deepest in our heart are the ones that always get manifested. The heart has a superpower the mind doesn’t have. Remember, if you have the faith of a mustard seeds, you can move mountains! Have faith, and let the obstacles disappear from your reality! They are just illusions anyway.
Julie- Love and Happiness Coach
Hi spiritualhustler,
Thankyou for such a wonderful advice, I wanted to trust with all heart and not to think about the problems but I'm getting impatient about it. It's kinda hard to ignore current reality (cry)
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Jenny wrote:
Have you heard of Erasmus mundus scholarship?
I think you can apply. Google it and tell me if it help you
Aww Jenny that's so kind of you! I will keep you update when I found the one for me, I've look through them with my tab and I've found a few useful scholarships Thank you
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