I’m officially starting the 25 day challenge after not doing things the right way before. By doing things the wrong way (focusing on SP more than myself), I was able to manifest him back in 5 months but it ended a few days later and the situation now seems even more dire than before with a 3rd party even involved now. When he did come back, I was so anxious every day and remember thinking that this isn’t how it’s supposed to feel that I realized that skipping the self love stuff didn’t do myself any favors. It killed me a little when it fell apart again but the time that we talked and what we talked about renewed my belief that we were meant to be together. I also realized that the Universe wants to give me things in a good way. He’s still having some life cleaning to do (hence the 3rd party that is his kids mom) and it wouldn’t have been good if it had worked for longer than it did. The good news is: I know Now through proof that o can manifest the things I want and that I now have a chance to focus on me. I lurked on here for months and found the advice helpful and I’m thankful that this forum exists. I’m excited to reap the true benefits of LOA even if it’s not with SP. maybe there’s someone even better or maybe it is in fact him (which I hope for but I’m open to the Universe). I know I at least don’t want to feel like I don’t love or value myself ever again. ❤️