So I posted earlier about sending my ex an email...I was in a good place and had no attachment to it, it was sincere, and it was just condolences during what I know was a difficult time. I didn't care if he responded or not because it came from a place of just not being heartless. I don't have any bad feelings about him or the relationship at all, all is 100% forgiven, my sole focus is me right now.

What I'm dealing with right now is my initial reaction to his response and typing the feelings out helps me to get back into alignment. (I'll be purchasing more emails from Veronica this week too, I'm needing them again...which if you guys haven't before, I highly recommend it because she's great.) 

Does anyone else know the feeling, like when you're reading a text or something, you can kind of feel the energy behind it? I think that's what I'm feeling right now, but I'm not sure if it was his energy or mine. I'm not carrying on the conversation at all and just leaving it be because I know my true intentions behind it, and there was no motive for me other than extending condolences. But the response I got was a very cold, one word, "thanks." It's not like I sent a novel, it was like 2 sentences. but my initial reaction to single word responses is typically "really? are you serious?" 

I know this is me reacting to the physical circumstances which isn't exactly right. Plus, there's no way to know for sure what place a person is coming from when they say "thanks" in that way. My initial reaction has always been negative like I said, but I need to clear that belief and just take a thank you for what it is...a thank you. My limiting beliefs (which I thought I cleared months ago) are kind of coming back, the ones that say "he hates you." Which even when I do look at the circumstances, he's never said that, other people have tried to put it in my head, like his fake friends. His real friends (which I don't keep in contact with, just one former coworker that happened to be kinda close to him) had said he's just miserable and going through the motions and doesn't talk about me at all. That was awhile ago though but just for the sake of argument, the people that actually care about HIM were all cool with me. 

I'm just getting the feelings down so that I don't dwell on them later. in all reality it's the limiting beliefs causing me to internally overreact. This doesn't determine the course of my manifestation. For all I know, the negative energy I felt in his response probably isn't hatred for me, it's grief. In REALITY he has no reason to hate me because I never did anything bad to him. 

Thoughts?