It means that you have too much fear. You said it yourself that you are afraid that you will see something you won't like. This isn't good because eventually that is exactly what you will attract. Fear is a vey strong and intense emotion, and it is certainly resistance. It will prevent your manifestion from occurring.

I'm assuming by "seeing something you won't like" you mean something along the lines of him and another girl. If that's true, then you're not in the mindset that he is yours. It's like you are expecting to see something hurtful and that's why your body gets such a rush, it is preparing you for the potential pain. You have to eliminate that fear. If you truly believe he is yours and that his is coming to you, there's no reason to be afraid.

You have to try your best to get into the mindset that he loves you and wants you, and of course he's going to come back, in fact, he's already on his way. He's going to message you soon. Things like that. I would suggest unfollowing him for the time being until you can adjust your thinking because right now it's only hurting you. Help yourself reach a better place in your mind. You have to take care of yourself before anything you want will come to you. It all stems from you.

UnicornsAndJizz wrote:

Hi All,
I have been experiencing a strange thing lately.. whenever I see my specific guy online on fb or something he has shared or just his name I get a feeling of little panic or little freak out. My first thought (it's so quick thought that I barely notice it but I feel it's emotion) is fear that I see some news I don't like, then comes relief and then all the other emotions...
Have you had this kind of reactions? What does it mean?

Yeah, I sometimes feel like this when I don't feel in alignment. For example when I wished him on his birthday I was a bit low after not getting his response so I had this strange feelings and my fear creeped in.
Dream walker is absolutely right.

And I agree with loveyourself! Send him love and you will feel okay! And fully feel that he's yours! Letting yourself feeling that he's yours helps a lot

Hi

It sounds like there is a part of you that is expecting to be dissapointed! This is the part of you we can heal and change in order to start expecting (and creating) positive manifestations. 

There is no need to ever panic as you are in total control of your reality. Even if you saw something you did not like, you have the power to change it. So you see, panic really does you no good. Feeling calm and confident is the money spot. Look deeply inside and see where that fear is coming from. It may be coming from conditioning or past experiences of betrayal, abdanonment and hurt. However, this is the PRESENT moment! Meaning it is a GIFT! Do not bring the negative fearful past into the present. Bring loving, positive, and productive energy into the now and you will not have to deal with that icky panic feeling again

You are amazing

Julie- Love and Happiness Coach
http://julietdickinson.com

Last edited by Spiritual Hustler (10/22/2015 2:32 pm)

Spiritual Hustler wrote:

Hi

It sounds like there is a part of you that is expecting to be dissapointed! This is the part of you we can heal and change in order to start expecting (and creating) positive manifestations. 

There is no need to ever panic as you are in total control of your reality. Even if you saw something you did not like, you have the power to change it. So you see, panic really does you no good. Feeling calm and confident is the money spot. Look deeply inside and see where that fear is coming from. It may be coming from conditioning or past experiences of betrayal, abdanonment and hurt. However, this is the PRESENT moment! Meaning it is a GIFT! Do not bring the negative fearful past into the present. Bring loving, positive, and productive energy into the now and you will not have to deal with that icky panic feeling again

You are amazing

Julie- Love and Happiness Coach
http://julietdickinson.com

Hi Julie,

Thank you for this response! Any suggestions how to heal this dissapointment-expecting part? 

You are amazing as well