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Deliciously_happy · 10/21/2015 10:35 am

Aren't you guys tired sometimes ? The effort , the vibration management , the constant overthinking and trying to feel good so you can align with whatever it is that's in that darn vortex - feels like the hype club everybody wants to go to but only a select few can access because they know the bouncer ...

I'll admit it guys I'm tired - yeah I want the relationship really bad and I can see in my head how amazing it is - last night I had a nightmare and I saw him , felt him wake up next to me trying to make me feel better and hugging me to calm me down - and then I woke up and he was gone .

I'm tired because I thknk I'm awesome, and I would change his life for the better, and he would be the happiest he's ever been and realize I'm everything he's ever wanted - if he hasn't aknowledged or recognized it then he must be missing a part of his brain and no visualizing I can do can make it grow back .

So i'm done visualizing trying to help him open his eyes and see what's right in front of him - I can be the one that got away that he might never know how his life could have been super sonically everything he ever dreamed but never realized was right there until it's too late.

My body and mind are so tired because he's taking too much place in my life either to visualize him in it or because I'm worried about it - like I want him out of my system it's so overwhelming - and into my life or out of my reality - either way it shouldn't be this difficult for him to see the value of me ...

I asked for a sign - one of those crazy tangible ones - not his name, or some number or some weird song that I associate to him - I asked for him to message me to give me an undeniable lead that I cannot overly or under interpret - and I asked for it by tomorrow morning, because it's so crazy and tight that there's no room for me to reach or misunderstand- if not , I asked to wake up free of him and my desire because Im not enjoying this game and I don't want to play it anymore -

So, this might be just a rant that yielded something amazingly beautiful or the last post of my participating to this madness we're all so deeply ingrained in -

I needed to write it out so I chose here I hope you don't mind ... I'm just ... Done I'm too awesome for this nonsense ! I actually think we all are

Deelish'

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Debbie · 10/21/2015 10:44 am

Sending you hugs, Deelish. It's sad to think that you are going. Take care and do come back if you change your mind.

Tinkerbell · 10/21/2015 10:55 am

The ironic thing about this post is that deelish will come back saying she manifested him back after she gave up

Unveiled Miracles · 10/21/2015 12:38 pm

You are too awesome for this nonsense.

If you are feeling tired it is probably because you are spending too much time in your head. Visualizations are great, but let them go after you do them. Get emobodied and bring your energy down from your head and into your heart. This will allow you to feel more relaxed, peaceful and blissful.

Stories are just stories, there is no battle to fight. Surrender into your heart and you will be swept away onto the path of grace and ease. Start to check in with your body through out the day. Ask yourself: Am I in my head, or in my heart? Notice the difference, there is a big difference.

No giving up, only surrendering to the magic of which you already are.

Blessings,
Julie- Love and Happiness Coach
http://julietdickinson.com

Cherished · 10/21/2015 2:51 pm

I went through this a while ago. But then I realised a few things. First, you cannot give up on your desires. They will still be there waiting for you when you are feeling less tired. I also came to understand that I was doing it all wrong. Putting far too much effort into this whole thing. There are subtle differences in practicing this way of thinking, and when you begin to understand them, you won't be tired anymore. Raising your vibration actually comes from trusting and knowing that things will be wonderful. It comes from letting go of the struggle, and actually just resting in grace and joy. It's revelling in the beauty around you. And knowing that you are so worthy that things WILL play out he way you so desire. My biggest mistake was trying to live this experience in my mind. I was always efforting. And the moment I moved things to that heart space, I actually felt completely different. I really don't rely so heavily on processes anymore, I FEEL with my heart instead. I hope you come back and try this again, the right way.. And Tink is correct- ironically you'll probably now manifest your guy as you release all resistance. Just know that you could have achieved both- living in utter bliss, AND with the guy you choose. Much love to you xx

Debbie · 10/21/2015 5:53 pm

Tinkerbell wrote:
The ironic thing about this post is that deelish will come back saying she manifested him back after she gave up

Yeah that was going through my mind too. So often it happens that way.

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