I'm not going to go over my story or concerns, but have decided on a couple of things/actions.

1. I do like visualising, but I don't feel happy enough in myself (still struggling with concern and anxiety) in order to do it and also feel that I don't have a specific job in mind that I want to visualise. I find it easier to visualise a specific car, person (Poldark, anyone!) or place.  So I am focusing on scripting about all my workplace skills, qualities and experience, and know that employers should be bloody lucky to have me!  And I do really know this - so this should sink into my subconscious. 

2. The concerns have been hanging over my head like a black cloud and I find it hard to switch off.  But, I thought - whether I worry all day, or switch off, what difference does it make?  So I guess I may as well spend my day thinking about and doing the things that make me happy. 

Thoughts??