Couple of days ago i had a really bad day, i realize now that i chose all those feelings and so with the kind words of someone on this forum i was able to refocus and bring myself to a neutral place and i was happy with that because it was so much better then where i was the day before.  

Then the Universe brought you to me and i felt instant joy.  As I stepped in the lobby, there you were with a colleague.  I was stopped to put on my gloves and to fish out my keys.  Your colleague came over to say hello and we exchanged a few words.  As you tried to engage me this woman came out of nowhere and literally became a human block between you and me.  My first reaction was hey, that's not very nice, but then i knew to refocus and feel good again.  No matter how you tried to step around her she would step with you and continue to block.  I actually felt amuse at your demise.  Your eyes searching for mine with a pleading of save me.  As I took two steps to leave, in an exaggerated motion you stepped around her and said:  Were you gonna leave without saying hello?   I simply said you appeared busy and smiled.  You then told me i'm never too busy for you.   I  said:  it's good to know and we were at the door and I said see you soon.  For the first time ever you reached for my arm, maybe to stop me from going, i was shocked and touched by the gesture and once again you looked into my eyes as only you can and said, Yes really soon.  In that moment i felt it all, time stood still and everything around us seem to stop.   It was one of those moments.   Yesterday was totally unexpected and i know a message from the Universe.  It was just an affirmation to me that you are moving in my direction.   

I take away from this that perhaps:  i've relied on you to much  for my happiness and truly just being happy with myself brings you to me.   I have a strong sense that you are feeling me and my appreciation for you and you are finally coming to terms that I may just be a good thing for you.  I'm on the right tract again and i need to continue sending my love to you and appreciating everything about you and i need to stay happy with where I am.   

So i'm posting all this because it just feels good to let it out and feeling good is my mission.