Also, there is one more thing that is making me feel discouraged. The fact that my best friend is living with her boyfriend and how I am not living with mine anymore. I live in an overwhelming environment that I work to keep peace in. But.....seeing how they live together makes me miss him too much. I miss when we were living together.

A lot has happened that has been bringing me down. But I am not trying to be negative. Nor am I looking for motivation because I can push myself back up. But I am really slacking motivation right now due to so much around me draining me. It's more like I am too exhausted to even push myself. But all I want is just ideas on techniques I can try to connect, as well as answers to my lack of motivation being the cause of why he is still kind of distant.

I am happy today enough to see more clear. My moods are not really up and down. Just have not been sleeping and eating right, so it is affecting my emotions. Anyway, I scripted about Dali (Isaac) today:

It is like he no longer knows how to respond to me. What am I speaking about? Well, Dali seems to have trouble speaking to me. In his texts, he comes off very shy with responsive texts full of stuttering and asking stupid questions just to have the conversation flowing. He would often call me beautiful and say that he misses me. He would email me photos of things that remind him of me. He even said that he loved me a couple of times and that he can see a long lasting future with me in it. One day he asked if he can call me because he really needed to hear my voice. I agreed to it and we had a two hour conversation about our passions. Since then he always called. Now he wants to take me out on a date and surprise me about where we are going. The Universe brought me the most amazing person ever.

I think for many here, the best thing they can do is focus completely on their vibration and reach alignment. Everything else falls into place. This has been my experience. Self love and self worth trumps any ex back success. Trust me.