I'm sorry you are so angry today.  I've been there. As a matter of fact, I was there a few weeks ago.  LOA is not a religion.  It's a way to change your life for the better by changing your thoughts. What I have found, is every asshole person I have had in my past is because subconsciously,  I felt I didn't deserve anything better. Have you ever done any work on YOU? to find out why you attract people that aren't good for/to you? You can heal your life by Louise Hay brought a lot of stuff up for me.  I hope you find some peace and dont give up.