Thanks Cynthia,

I appreciate the help. I keep forgetting even when things look bad they can always change for the better. One more question do you have any tips on how to stay living in the end when you work with this person? I find working in the same space as my SP always impacts me in some form.

Also I asked about resistance because I read somewhere that right before the manifestation comes sometimes it seems the exact opposite is happening. And last night I had a dream we were at our wedding together so I was caught off gaurd.

 I have been doing law of attraction with a specific person. When we started everything was going very well she would say things like why haven't I met you sooner and that I make good change in her and that I make her happy even telling her friends and introducing me. Then issues started when I was being treated for depression the drugs I was taking would make me very paranoid and I would always be checking if things were ok and I thought she was flirting with some guy at work and would question her about him. But every time I questioned her I was wrong and over thinking things. Then all of a sudden she needed space because she had so much going on and also felt guilty because she had just gone through a divorce but still lives with the ex. Then I stared doing LOA meditations and self love and everything was hot and cold and she started warming up to me again calling me pet names off and on holding my hand etc... until today. I was finally feeling good about everything not worrying about her letting go then. She texts me a sex joke and I joke back and she gets upset and irritated saying she shouldn't of sent it because I always flip the joke and shes annoyed by it(she used to love the jokes btw) and I also had bought her a movie she wanted to see for  trip we are going on tomorrow and she says stop bribing me and I was in shock that she said something like that as she never had before.We are supposed to go on a trip tomorrow and I don't even want to go now. Where am I going wrong with LOA everything was going so well and when I let go this happens. Is this the final bit of resistance im not sure Please help.