Yesterday I finally let go. I told my self that the universe knows my desire and that it will fullfill my dreams. I believe I will get my ex back, or something better.
I've forgiven my ex and my self.
I visualize our life together. How we laugh, go out, are toghether with her daughter and being intimite. And whenever I think about her, I tell her that i love her too.
I also gotten my self a "gratitude rock". Got the idea from The Secret. For me, it makes the law of attraction and the universe physical. I always keeo it my pocket and when ever I feel down, I keep the rock in my hand and reminds myself that everyting will fall into place.
That the universe knows what it's doing.
I've begun to clean out my house and make room for ex and her daughter to move in.
I've also made a vision board with all my desires and dreams.

So, this might seem small to somebody.
But to me it's not the size that matters, but the outcome.
Friday I bought a lottery ticket, coz I wanted to test the law of attraction. I felt I needed some sort of proof.
So I bought this ticket and visualised me winning on it.
Big or small, it didn't matter.
I just needed to see me manifest something.
So on to today, I got this email that I've won.
The price was less than the actual cost of the ticket, but I believe I got the proof I was asking for.
Does this sound like the law of attraction in work?

I've had NO contact with my ex for over a month now. It's not as hard as it was in the beginning now, but I still miss the contact we had.
I've bought tons of "get your ex back" programmes, but haven't really used them other than reading them. They didn't really speak to me like LOA does. Doing LOA brings me inner Peace and love. These other programmes just made me insecure.
My question here is, should I just continue the NC and never contact her at all?
I mean, what if she sits and have the same thought. "He has to contact me".
I kinda wanna get in contact with her and try to re-establish some sort of contact, so there's something to Work on.
But I don't wanna ruin the happiness I've build up the past 1,5 week.

Did a RS session today. It was freaking intens for me. I felt like I was with her, my breath was, my heart was beating and afterwards I was shaking all over.
​I'm kinda new to RS, but if she felt it like I did, man, she had a good time then!

​But my question is, how do my ex know that these feelings come from me?
Does I pop up in her mind?

So this is actually my first thread in here.
I stubled across one of Veronicas videos by fortunate "accident" a couple of days ago. And since then I've been reading all these things about LOA. I even bought all four of her ebooks.
One of her videos was about healing a relationship, where she talks about scripting. And when I listened to it while I was out walking, tears began to run down me cheeks.
And I knew that I had to give this scripting a shot.
I lost my ex 3 months ago. She suffers from bpd and is not like every other girl. But I really want her back. I am SURE she's my true soulmate.
I've been purchasing all these get your ex back programs, but none of them have ever given me the kind of belief in things like LOA have. So I feel that this is my last chance of getting the love of my life back. And I do believe fully that this is the right path to choose.

I've written my script as a jounal, like it's something that has already happen.

Wednesday 25'th, january 2017
Today was a good day.
When i woke up this morning at aroumd 7:30, I saw that there was an envelope in the top of my phone.
I checked it out, but there was no contact name. Only a phone number.
When I opened it, it said.

"Hi L,
I'm so sorry for ignoring you like this. I've just missed you so much, and it was so hard for me to leave and lose you.
I really want us to to be able to talk again.
Love
J"

I was shaking when I read it. My heart was beating like crazy, and it was hard for me to understand that  I actually heard from her. I had dramed about this for months.
I texted her back

"Hi J,
So good to hear from you.
I've been thinking about you too, and I really would like for us to begin to talk again.
Love
L"

I didn't hear from her the rest of the day. Not until she wrote late tonight, and asked if I have had a good day? Hers had been really tough.
I answered that mine had been great. And asked how her daughter was doing.
She said she was doing fine, but she missed seeing me playing with her.