I think it is, but he has not changed. He tries to prove to me that he has in different ways, and he tries to show that he's over me. I know this is starting a new relationship with him if we do get back together, but I still see him as someone I want to spend my life with. However, day by day, he becomes a stranger to me. I don't know who he is anymore.

I've decided to not respond to his message and just chill out until I can get into a better groove. I'm going camping and doing fun things soon so it should be fun. Hopefully I can feel happier about life soon!

Everything you say is true. I ended up just working hard all day and didn't really think about him. He sent me a text later, apologising but it didn't seem sincere from my standpoint. Sometimes I feel like he is trying to prove a point to me by telling me how busy he is, but I'm not too sure. I really do believe that there are still feelings between us, but I just don't know. And I guess to not know, causes us to believe.

Cherished wrote:

What you do is refocus and know that the only thing that matters is your vibration. So raise it up. The most powerful thing you can do is.... Nothing. Don't take physical action, but energetically do all you can to feel better.

And please try to reframe this. Him bailing is the easiest, best path to your desire. The universe can see the entire unfolding, and is taking care of it for you. From your limited perspective, his bailing may seem wonky. But it's time to trust that everything is going according to plan- a plan that you need not even worry about. The universe has got your back, everything is perfectly perfect. And his bailing serves a wonderful purpose in the magical way your reconciliation will come about. Trust it and don't fear. Love. Just love, yes?  💜🌈

I guess yes, that is true. It's just awfully hard to believe that things will pan out right when my heart aches so much from him bailing. I will meditate and clear my energy before going to sleep tonight and hopefully will wake up and have a better day. It's just tough right now and I'm feeling the same pain and desperation all over again.

Angellynn wrote:

You got this! Just breathe in and out and relax and be yourself! maybe if you have time a few hours before you go and meet up with him, meditating and focusing on your breathing and concentration will help! Ahhh I'm so happy and excited for you! This is a big step I wish I was meeting up with my lover haha! But it will be amazing don't worry just focus on how you will present yourself and what you'll be looking like and wearing before you guys meet up

Thank you thank you! I'm so nervous because I'm so unsure as to whether he really does want to meet with me or not! One day he says he wants to catch up, the next day, it's like talking to a brick wall! I'm just going to focus on me and how I'm going to look and hopefully draw him back from there on. Thank you for your amazing energy darling! Xx